The Promise To A Friend

"Those special moments of you, will always bring a smile, if only I could have you back, for just a little while, Then we could sit and talk again, just like we used to do, you always meant so very much, and always will do to, The fact that your no longer here, will always cause me pain, but your forever in my heart, until we meet again" ~An Eternal Memory (Pinterest)

We always had fun together even if most times they ended in trouble. No part of me can find a reason to care though. All I care about is that your gone. Those laughs no longer matter, and those conversations are a distant memory that only you and I share. I look back and it's shocking that I never knew how sick you truly were. I came to the realization that I was simply clueless, blind to your needs. I didn't mean to be... I was simply a teenager just like you. Then in one last breath you died in front of me, and I'm left with nothing but my memory's...