The shut out
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Last published Tue, Nov 17, 2015
Have you ever thought about the quiet kid at the back of the class? What do they think about, why won't they talk to you? Well take it from me, I'm Ciana Blake. And I've alway been the outcast or the loser. But in all honestly I'm not. Im just like you or the person sitting next to you. Here's my story in my point of view for once. Maybe I'm not so different
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