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Impulses and Obsessions

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Reads 465
Votes 32
Parts 7
Time 53m

caffeinedeprivation

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Indigo is a teenager that is suffering with anorexia, bulimia traits, depression, anxiety, self harm, and on top of all of that, a relationship. Indigo meets Callie while in a rehabilitation unit. Will both of them survive their own minds in order to find out what love is?All Rights Reserved

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Silence by BandNerd2623

Alexis is a 17 year old girl that hasn't spoken in years, ever since her mother was killed when she was 8. Everyone thinks that it was a simple break and enter and she was killed by the robber but Alexis knows the truth but is too scared to speak up. Her friend Damian that has been by her side even before the murder knows that it was more than that but doesn't know what and knows she can speak but she chooses not to because she is hiding something thats going on in her life. ***WARNING- THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN TRIGGERING CONTENT INCLUDING SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, VERBAL/SEXUAL ABUSE, ETC. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.***

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Beside you 5sos (boyxboy) (Malum, Lashton) by JaderTader637

Michael is suicidal Calum is closeted Ashton has anxiety Luke is anorexic Calum is a jock who has always been popular but has a secret he's hiding from everyone. When he meets Michael he falls in love he decides to keep it a secret in fear of losing his popularity. He is able to suppress his affections for a while but suddenly he finds himself wanting more with Michael then secrete kisses. Micheal once was happy and free, never shedding a tear, but when his mother died in a horrible car accident two years ago he became depressed, suicidal, and started cutting. He is better now with the help of his best friend Ashton but he still has the bad habit of cutting. When he meets Calum his whole life turns upside down. He both wants to shred his hole body and never cut again at the same time. This boy confuses him like no other but when he wants to keep it a secret he has no choice but to obey. Ashton has had anxiety attacks since the time he was seven when his dad started beating him. Around three years ago someone found out and Ashton was taken away. His best friend Michael and his family took him in. He is now going to college and is hoping to make a new start but his anxiety starts to get the best of him as the stress of college thickens. Maybe his new friend Luke can help him more then Ashton knows. Luke was bullied all his life for being fat. He would come home from school crying into his mother's arms. He became so depressed that he stopped eating all together. One day he looked in the mirror and realized that he was losing weight. He stopped getting bullied but still continued not to eat unable to shake the disease. He soon became hospitalized and started to eat again but after he got rejected by multiple collages his self esteem went down and he stopped eating. After meeting and falling in love a guy named Ashton he quickly realizes that he is more than what those people say. Warning: Strong language Smutt Violence Suicidal content

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Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness

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Silence

Alexis is a 17 year old girl that hasn't spoken in years, ever since her mother was killed when she was 8. Everyone thinks that it was a simple break and enter and she was killed by the robber but Alexis knows the truth but is too scared to speak up. Her friend Damian that has been by her side even before the murder knows that it was more than that but doesn't know what and knows she can speak but she chooses not to because she is hiding something thats going on in her life. WARNING- THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN TRIGGERING CONTENT INCLUDING SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, VERBAL/SEXUAL ABUSE, ETC. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.