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It's Like I'm Frozen , but the world still turns.

Harmonyangeldreamer

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Parts 48
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Reads 14,450
Votes 565
Parts 48
Time 3h 59m

Harmonyangeldreamer

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depression harm harrystyles liampayne louistomlinson niallhoran perrieedwards self suicidal thoughts trigger zayn zaynmalik

Zayn found himself tumbling into depression as the OTRA tour progress , falling deeper and deeper into a dark pit,  until he felt there was no way out.
This story ties in with "Stumbling through the dark."

A Zayn Malik Sickfic

***Trigger warnings for Depression, Self Harming, Suicide. Please don't read if affected.***All Rights Reserved

depression harm harrystyles liampayne louistomlinson niallhoran perrieedwards self suicidal thoughts trigger zayn zaynmalik

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The Wrong direction (one direction Fan Fic) cover

13 Reasons why (Niall Horan story) Ziall And Niam cover

The Institute cover

Torn (Harry Styles)

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