The Weirdo Freak that I Am
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  • Reads 4,365
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  • Parts 34
  • Time 6h 18m
Complete, First published Nov 07, 2015
*Name used to be Weirdos in Love*

Humans are strange,we are fragile and have been raised to hate ourselves. But what if you just don't? What if you not only want to be loved by others,but be loved by yourself?

Cecelia Kathy Jackson,is someone who is scared of letting her walls down,a girl who thinks that all she is..is a freak. Her mind is always in a constant battle with itself and though her hate for herself grows,she still wants to love herself. 

She accepts that she is a weirdo and owns up to it but she has her full belief that she is nothing but a freak. Everyone has that hate for themselves and all she wants to do,is to feel loved. Though maybe at first,she doesn't get that the person she wants to feel loved by is herself.

Along the way,however,she meets another weirdo,a rather hot weirdo who soon becomes her friend. Evan is his name,his cuteness is over a billion and his smile makes anyone smile back but he himself has his own battles.

So along with her journey of life and acceptance of her weirdness,she feels something quite strange for Evan and both of them help each other to finally be loved by themselves and feel the love others give them. 

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