The bad boy and two words.

"I cried hard knowing that I had always been exposed to the chances of being killed because his farther had the keys to my only haven all along. But I cried harder knowing that I was being selfish when I came to Jake and burdened myself on him, asking for comfort and security. But the worst thing being that I hoped someone would understand me. I wanted that someone to be him. Jake Willows. The player and ignorant ass of my school. But so far the only door to my life. The door I have to decide to either ignore, open, or chain shut for as long as my feet stay up on the ground and not down in hell with my father."