everything that kills me ~Alan Ashby and Kaya Scondelario fan fiction
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Last published Sun, May 11, 2014
Kaya is depressed, lonely, and pretty much hates everyone. She's gorgeous and could get any guy she wants but she doesn't want anyone. Could a boy with orange hair that asks to use her lighter change that?
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