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Finding Love, Whiling Fading into Oblivion

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A self harming girl trapped in oblivion with no one... No one but her lonely shadow to hold on to. No one could save her from this place she had called home. At night she looked upon a star and whispered, "Please if anyone is watching... Please someone save me... I don't want to be here. In this dark room with no one to lean on. With no shoulder to cry on... I don't want to sit here every night and cry myself to sleep waiting for the day to come. The day that I leave this world into something better, I hope... Please someone save me.". She stared out the window watching people laugh and run. Would she ever find happiness. She closed her eyes as tears dropped one by one at her feet. "No..." she whispered as her blood touched the floor.All Rights Reserved

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