My Last Moment With My Father

my father see me last year right has not see . because my father has own family and call my father. she's not answer the phone i sad to say my father has not answer the phone . has not remember me at all time's i happiness in my life everything call my own father is not answering the phone call text message and to unforgettable moment in my age i miss my father so much i cry every day i sleep. he's not visiting me at all years.i tired also i every day remember my father . because i hopeless to all times i tried my best but not i shy this for love. i start pray the god because i also tired all of fault of my family but my own family even like a devil not carring me at all hours god knows best to me and my family my mother is very humble to me and my sister are very good. to us i thanks this because im very nervous to all expecting my subject to all times. but im thinking this that prove to us my question to all anwering . but im very strick to my mother all of this are very thankful to provide all viewers to dependent me. sometimes go suicide but i pray . because i don't suicide i realize sorry to i fault to god every other day to tired sorry guys to failed of you i don't everything to unknown to unkind of love unlove able who's that calling me daughter are you okey to all save us a friend. a cousin i'm very friendly but thank i'm worth it thanks to my parent to walk up me very silent. im very failed this to thankful to all fault of you