Blurs in my eyes. I couldn't see at all, I could only feel the hot tears streaming down my face. Then complete darkness. I know what just happened but I can't admit it to myself. Laying here letting it take the form of my body. My heart pace decreases. Breath shortens. No one knew I was here. I didn't want it to end like this. But it's to late. I chose this path and I had to walk it to the very end. This was how I was going to die and there was nothing I could change.