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I Am Sher-Locked Up

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Reads 78,301
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Parts 21
Time 1h 30m

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Depressed!Sherlock 

Sherlock Holmes: the man, the myth, the legend. John Watson: the soldier, the comforter, the strong.
That's what everyone thinks, anyway.
John has found out about the deep, dark secret Sherlock clutches so close to himself, and is determined to help the detective. The two fall in love, their resolve and strength tested every day of the war in Sherlock's head.
***TW: self harm, suicide, depression, etc***All Rights Reserved

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