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Finding Myself
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Ongoing, First published Nov 09, 2015
Carmen wants to become popular. She wants to fit in and have friends. But, when her dad is in the army, and she can't stay in one place for longer than 1 year, it's going to be a lot harder than she thought it would be.
But, after meeting Xander and Katie, Carmen realizes that having a lot of friends isn't necessary. Even popularity might not be worth it anymore....Or is it still?
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