That Should Be Me

Why did she pick him over me? Maybe I'm being too dramatic I mean we were only best friends! She moved all the way to Sydney, Australia for some douche bag. But why should I blame her I barely spent time with her. Its all my fault I should have done some thing like in the movies run to the airport convince her to stay with me tell her I live her and share that wonderful cliché and passionate kiss; but I didn't. I let her leave and I moved on to bigger and better things. Im in a band and were touring the world and I wouldn't trade it for the world; or would I? I wonder what my life would be if I told her not to leave for him, to stay with me. I wonder if I will ever see her again I wonder if she had the same feelings...... Nah. the past is the past and I wouldn't change it for just girl. because why should I hold my self back on one when I could be having fun. I'm such an idiot. why did I leave a place I loved. more like leaving the place with the person I loved...... What ever he could have never felt the same because he didn't argue, didn't try to stop me so screw it. that's all I though as the plane took off heading for Sydney where I would study abroad for the remainder of my school years. Good bye and good riddance to the one person I thought that cared but didn't. Good riddance Harry Styles you arse!