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Since We Were 18 ⭐Nouis⭐

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Reads 11,221
Votes 386
Parts 41
Time 4h 25m

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"You know what I find interesting?" I looked up at him and shook my head.

"Human hands." I gave him a confused look.

"Why?"

"Because." He looked down at his own hands.

"We can use them for so many reasons. We can create or destroy. People like us, the ones who chose to destroy, took it out on our own skin. Leaving behind scars. But you can also take it out on others. Whether physical or mental. But then there are also the creative side to our hands. That's where we are different. I chose to write songs and make music, touching people emotionally. But you, you are good at drawing. You show how you feel through the pictures you make."

WARNING: THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN BOYXBOY CONTENT ALONG WITH MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, SUICIDE AND EATING DISORDERS. IF ANY OF THESE THING WILL BOTHER/TRIGGER YOU THEN PLEASE DON'T READ.

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