Depression warrior
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"I can't I can't stay in this cruel society Chandler!"
"You can just stay with me I love you"
That my friends those few sentences is how I over came depression and I how I became the depression warrior.
I'm jay I'm 14 and this story is about how over came my depression I've been through some crazy stuff and chandler just so happens to be right there with me
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