Carson’s life isn’t all she used to believe it would be. Flash backs ruin her high school years and it’s not any better that the famous and recently ex boyfriend, Niall Horan is getting chased after by every teenage girl in the world. After ending up in the hospital after an anxiety attack partially caused from flash backs, she finds out that Niall still has feelings for her after all, and her for him. But when Harry Styles comes into oher life at the same time as Niall, will she find herself rudely awoken by distance, cruel memories only softened by one. Which? And are her suicidal tendencies and self harm habits going to get in the way of their relationship? But whose relationship? She’s going to be torn between listening to her head, Niall, Harry or the fans, which will be stronger? Which will be the one that tears her apart?