an.thro.pho.bi.a
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my name is panem and i have anthrophobia , whats anthrophobia you ask well i will tell you its the fear of people and society. And this is my story on how i live with it i may bore you its something i do very well , i don't tell my feelings and iv'e kept them inside my whole life . so why am i letting them all out now i met someone who has shown me that my feelings need to be let out if i were to have a life and that person is the only one i let in his name is Jordan he is my bestfriend and has been by my side for the past 5 months and i cant believe how fast i let him in hopefully this ends well
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