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So this is the story of me. just me,plain little Maria, who had everything and nothing at once. Who fell from the bottom, to the deepest pit of Hell, my mind.
No one prepared me for this, I never knew that people would think these things and say that about me.
But no one knew what was hiding in my brain, and under my hoodies and longsleeves.
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