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I am Widow

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Reads 13,859
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Parts 62
Time 12h 13m

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I AM WIDOW...NOT YOUR TYPICAL 16 YEAR OLD GIRL.
A LOT HAS HAPPEN IN MY LIFE. 
MY LIFE IS A LIVING HELL. EVIL STEP-DAD, A LONER AND FREAK AT SCHOOL. BUT NO ONE KNOWS WHAT HAS HAPPEN IN MY LIFE. NO ONE KNOWS WHAT HAPPENS AT HOME. NO ONE KNOWS THE REASON I AM A "FREAK".

This story is about Widow. A girl who doesn't have the good life, at first,  a good life which everyone deserves. I do not support violence and abuse of any kind. Please if you need help call 911 or the suicide hotline for depression and suicidal thoughts 1800-273-8255All Rights Reserved

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This Place (boyxboy) by kimmyann123

I'm just lying here in stillness and darkness wondering why. Why did this have to happen to my mom? We have nothing we can't even afford a house. Here I am a 14 year old boy that lives in a shelter home. Mom says one day we'll get out. But I've lost all hope. And I know my mom has no hope either. If she did I wouldn't have to hear her cry herself to sleep at night. I hate seeing her in so much pain. I wish, I could get a job. Maybe since I'm younger and a boy they'll hire me. Who am I kidding? My mom's in her 30's she's not old either. Sometimes the idiots that run this place kick my mom out for the night because she's making too much noise after hours. My mom was crying; is that too hard to understand? I hate this place. Well, tomorrow's our first day apart since summer started. They're forcing me to go to high school. I'm okay with school but I don't want to leave my mom alone in this world. Well, I guess there's a better chance of me getting a job if I'm in high school. You know there's one thing I remember my mom telling me when I was young. "Never frown; you never know who's falling in love with your smile." Words to live by. Let's hope they help me tomorrow.

I Want You by Emily_Hail

Hi, I'm Hallie; I am 17 years old and I went through depression from the Abuse I got from my father. You know the usual, feeling as if you're the only person who won't feel loved in life, that nobody's going to care for you, the one in school that's bullied. The only person who has ever asked if I was okay, was my mother. But that was over eight years ago. Yes I was getting abused by my father for over eight years My appearance is different from what you may think. I have long brown hair, grey eyes like my mother's, I'm kind of tan, my height is 5'3. Yes, I am short as well. I'm half Irish, a third Italian and half German. One thing is certain though, I was a burden to everybody who has ever spoken to me. I have no friends and basically this all changed due to me being late for school one day.... ▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️ 𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜~ -Mature scenes -Abuse -Sexual Assault -Drugs -Alcohol -Mention of Suicide -SelfHarm -Violence ▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️ If you are ever having any issue with Self-Harm, a friend is or your just worried about someone. These are some places you can contact. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline- 1800-273-8255 Mobile Crisis Line- 704-566-3410 The Crisis Text Line- 741-741 Domestic Violence Hotline- 800-799-7233 Text START to 88788

Wildhearts by VickyManalo

Even if I am a billionaire now, mom and I usually talk but dad is still hard on me. He didn't want me living away from home at the age of twenty five, and wasting away my money to some girl or women who only wanted my fame, fortune but not the real me, as what he always say, the last time he talked to me, which was five years ago. But I liked the attention, the fake loves or smiles, but it changed when I swerved my car down an alley and saw a girl walking, swaying like she's drunk or didn't care what happens to her. I almost hit her and shouted pulling down my car window, but she isn't budging. Oh, my God, is she dead or did I hit her? I looked outside and I think it's okay to get out of the dark street.

An Unexpected Moment by caromerri

... that changes everything Sarah was starting her junior year of high school. Looking at herself in the mirror, she saw a pretty average blonde haired, blue eyed, teenager. She was neither in the popular group, nor one of the many cliched outsiders. Sarah was a nobody. She liked to blend in and lay low. It was her way out of not only this town, but her house. No one knew it, but her father was a high functioning alcoholic that often took his anger out on his family. With her older sister now in college, it had turned to her more often. Laying low in general was a good strategy. Across town, Ryan was prepping for his final year in high school. While he wasn't the stereotypical quarterback of the football team, he did fit into the popular crowd. His sports of choice included basketball and soccer, either of which might line him up for a scholarship next year. Ryan had a group of close friends and a lot of adoring acquaintances. It wasn't easy juggling his athletics and keeping the grades up, but he was just that good. The supporting parents didn't hurt either. It might be a cliché romance, but it will be fun to see what the year and beyond holds. ------------------------------------------ This is a story I wrote years ago, or at least partially wrote. As I transcribe it here, I have tried to update it a bit and give the characters/story more depth than what I had when I was younger. Hopefully it all gets pulled together!

The Dirt by kh0611

"Hey Frankie what are you doing?" I hear my best friend in the world ask me as I sit on the school steps I then I take a deep breath as I answer her. "I just don't want to go home, ya know how my mom is she has a new boyfriend." She then sits next to me as she takes my hand and intertwined our fingers together as I lay my head on her shoulder. "Fuck them, I'm here Frankie and I'll always will be." I then sit up and lock eyes with her and I smile a little. "And I'll always will be here for you." She the kisses my cheek making me blush. I can remember that like it was yesterday as all the events from when we were kids to teenagers to adults, and the feelings that I've never known existed but was always there deep down as she lays there in the hospital room hanging on for her life as I sit in the waiting room as they do more testing And that's... i will always love her! Hey guys I hope u guys will enjoy this story and no I don't own the plot or the characters or the songs or gifs and pics the credits goes to those who made them as well. The only thing I own is the name of my OC and the slight twist to the store that circle my OC but there will be description of drugs, smut and violence but I recommend that u watch the movie before u read this the movie title is the name of this book and it's on Netflix. U also must be 18 or older to read this book and plz no hate and plz don't take my story and if u are triggered or sensitive to certain things then i recommend u don't read this, but I will not do sexual assault or incest in any of my stories nor anything with a child involved there will be racism towards Hispanic and Italians in this story, no I don't agree with the racism at all but all in all enjoy!

His Daughter by _deliamae_

Hi my name is lacey, well that's not my real name. That's what people would call me.... If I knew anyone. The only contact I have with the human race was going to the stores, but no one was interested in my dirty clothes, or my ability to look like a hobo. I basically am anyways. And if anyone is interested enough to know my name, it's just me, Lacey. That's the name one the police officers gave me, to help me after what had happened. He is the only one that knows about my case, everyone else I have to be careful about. So I guess I do know someone but not the kind of person that 17-year-old girls should know. My old name and life was left behind when my mother was. Dead, in the house, because of him. It's a really long story.

Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy by Winchesters_united

The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.

A Flicker of Hope by CPRbluesheep

°Aniya° Hope and faith-two useless words. I buried them years ago, when life proved they don't keep promises. My mom has cancer. I work myself to exhaustion just to afford a chance at saving her. My father? Gone. Always has been. And me? I've always been alone. But then he barged into my life. Made things feel lighter, easier, almost... okay. Until everything came crashing down again. Now I'm stuck doing the one thing I promised myself I'd never do. Hope.. ------------- °Darius° Hockey was my dream. Until it broke me. Now I'm stuck living out a choice my parents wanted, and I agreed to, even if it feels like chains. Then she showed up. A girl who doesn't ask for help, doesn't want it, but still gets it from me-because I can't seem to stop. Something about her pulls me in and keeps me close. I've always done the same thing: I follow. I observe. I conquer. But she's different. This time, the only thing I want- is her.

Broken by albeefaded

⚠️ CAUTION THIS STORY CONTAINS CONTENT THAT IS ADVISED FOR 18+⚠️ She grew up in a broken family, and over time, she became a little broken too. But she's learning to fight for a life that feels right for her. After years of physical and emotional abuse, she walks through high school and young adulthood with caution-thinking through every choice, every step. All she really wants is something simple: a good life, a safe life. When she ends up in an abusive relationship and becomes a mother at sixteen, it feels like the cycle is starting all over again. But later, she meets someone different-someone gentle, patient, and kind. With him, she starts to believe that peace, love, and safety might actually be within reach. But what happens when the peace and safety becomes the very thing to suffocate and wreak havoc within her.

The Blue Haired Girl by Robin583

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The Life I Tried to Escape by Marvellous_15

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stone cold by fayade123

My name is Megan Joker, my mum think of me as a failure she will rather pick another woman's child over me, And my dad? He doesn't exist sister? Yes I have a step sister who think i'm a loser and always want everything I have even though she already has everything I don't have and her dad doesn't even care about my existence, Friends? All my school mates think i'm a freak and they call me cold so I don't have friends Greatest fear? Autophobia;fear of being alone, which I can't help cos i've never been nobody's business so i've been living with my fears all my life. Conclusion: Nobody want me even life itself hate me, it has tried to break me but i'm strong or maybe i'm only pretending to be cos i'm getting weak and its getting hard for me to hold on the wall of my strength is cracking I need someone to save me, anyone, please!!! "My though look is just a camouflage my heart is indeed weak and my soul needs to be fixed" Note: I know my writing skill is poor but please don't let that prevent you from enjoying the story, thanks.

I break every night. by Authortia_

I'm not writing this to be strong. I'm writing this because I'm tired of holding it in. I'm just a girl. A teenager. And my life isn't the perfect picture everyone thinks it is. Behind my smile are breakdowns, secrets, and nights where I cry until I can't breathe. This isn't a story. It's my life. It's every thought I was too scared to say out loud. It's the hurt I carry when no one's looking. If you've ever felt like no one understands, if you've ever broken down alone in your room at 2 a.m., then maybe my words will feel like yours too. - Tia Sen.

How We Met by paradise_water

As I see my mom walk out the door I look at my dad smiling at me. The way he smiled at me made realize how afraid he was. I glance at him and give him a fake smile before he comes up to me and gives me a hug. The warmth of his body was reassuring but I feel the tears start to come down his face. I didn't want to lose him......ever. My dad Kevin who always is there by my side needed me there for him I glance at him and smile and he kisses my cheek. He whispers "Everything...will be alright." I wasn't quite sure what he meant but I nod my head. He lets go of me and looks at me before he turns away he says "I will be in my room if you need anything, okay princess?" In a quiet tone I respond with an okay. I recall my mom saying before she left to me " I love you Samantha." It just replays and replays in my head "I love you Samantha." I am shocked out of my thinking when I hear a loud smash and the sound of glass breaking from my dads bedroom. ---------------------------------- COMPLETED (I DID WRITE THIS BOOK AWHILE AGO, NOT EDITED SO PROBABLY MANY GRAMMAR MISTAKES)

My dads Bestfriend by oreolover1244

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The Day I Left // The Outsiders by AshleyKless

I was a shy girl. I just moved here from New York. I know what your thinking the city with big bright lights but I lived in the country part on a little lake that meant everything to me. I had the biggest family that anyone could ask for and I loved them all so dearly. There was only one problem once one is gone they are all gone and before I knew it I was in Tulsa Oklahoma working small after shifts. I missed my sister and my cousins and my friends but sometimes you can't control what life does to you and I ended up here. All I wanted to do was make friends. I still wanted to be the pretty popular shy girl that didn't plan on falling in love but what I really wanted was my family of 16'cousins and 1 sister and to be back wake boarding early in the morning on Lime Lake with everyone I love.

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This Place (boyxboy)

I'm just lying here in stillness and darkness wondering why. Why did this have to happen to my mom? We have nothing we can't even afford a house. Here I am a 14 year old boy that lives in a shelter home. Mom says one day we'll get out. But I've lost all hope. And I know my mom has no hope either. If she did I wouldn't have to hear her cry herself to sleep at night. I hate seeing her in so much pain. I wish, I could get a job. Maybe since I'm younger and a boy they'll hire me. Who am I kidding? My mom's in her 30's she's not old either. Sometimes the idiots that run this place kick my mom out for the night because she's making too much noise after hours. My mom was crying; is that too hard to understand? I hate this place. Well, tomorrow's our first day apart since summer started. They're forcing me to go to high school. I'm okay with school but I don't want to leave my mom alone in this world. Well, I guess there's a better chance of me getting a job if I'm in high school. You know there's one thing I remember my mom telling me when I was young. "Never frown; you never know who's falling in love with your smile." Words to live by. Let's hope they help me tomorrow.