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I am Widow

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I AM WIDOW...NOT YOUR TYPICAL 16 YEAR OLD GIRL.
A LOT HAS HAPPEN IN MY LIFE. 
MY LIFE IS A LIVING HELL. EVIL STEP-DAD, A LONER AND FREAK AT SCHOOL. BUT NO ONE KNOWS WHAT HAS HAPPEN IN MY LIFE. NO ONE KNOWS WHAT HAPPENS AT HOME. NO ONE KNOWS THE REASON I AM A "FREAK".

This story is about Widow. A girl who doesn't have the good life, at first,  a good life which everyone deserves. I do not support violence and abuse of any kind. Please if you need help call 911 or the suicide hotline for depression and suicidal thoughts 1800-273-8255All Rights Reserved

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