"Okay, " he repeated again with a sharper tone , raising his voice. "That's all you're going to say , Mbali . After everything that's happened that's all you're going to say."
"What do you want me to say Joe?"
"What do I want you to say?" Sounding hurt again , like he was the victim when , I was the one being left a 2 days after my mother's death by the one person I'd ever loved besides her. I could feel the tears threatening to come now but I bit them back, just as the rain started pouring violently outside.
I am sitting near his hospital bed holding his hand, waiting for him to open his eyes. When he opens, everything will change, we will live together forever in love. This time, God will not take my happiness from me.
' Rudr... please open your eyes.
I am sitting beside you Rudr holding your hand...' I kissed his palm.
His fingers were moving, 'oh god he is going to wake up'
My eyes filled with happy tears...
He is opening his eyes, I rubbed his palm with my fingers. He tried to adjust his eyes from the light. "Rudr" I called
"Hmmm" now he is facing me looking into my face like he saw a ghost.
"WHAT THE HELL...WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE YOU BLOODY WOMEN?" roared Rudr to me
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