#1 in Teen Fiction
Blaze Ryder is everything Alaska feared. He is eyes and embraces and fallings stars, chocolate and marshmallows, the fizz on soda on the tongue. He is wind and hands and lips on your hair; he is a hundred kisses to hide the bruises, the flowers of summer blooming together. Ink and paper, the smell of old books and cornered nooks. The teens standing together, so close that their shadows merge into one, and the blood dripping from her hands to the concrete floor.
It's a chaotic love story, really.
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"And you know, some people are good at love, and some of them are good at being in love. They are two different things.
Being in love is the romantic part, sex all the time, midday naps in the sheets, the jokes, the laughs, the long conversations with no pauses, overwhelming thoughts, separation, and anxiety - just the best sides of two people.
But love? Love begins when the excitement starts to fade away; the stress in life sets in, the sex becomes a chore; the tears, the sadness, the arguments come into the picture. The worst sides of these two people are shown.
But you know, after all that, I would still want you in my life, and I know you would want me too. So I love you, and I'm not afraid of loving you," Alaska says into the phone, pouring her heart out.
I lie there staring into her forest green eyes that were staring back at me. I felt a pang of hurt in my chest when i realize what she just told me.
I grab her hands in mine as i feel tears brim my eyes, "Kenzie, come on you can't do this me!" I cry begging her to take it back
"You remember what i told you" She sniffles holding back tears herself, "no strings attached, one of us was going to get hurt eventually"
"I-I don't care that you hooked up with Scott, just please don't leave me!" I beg, letting the tears fall from my eyes, soaking my cheeks
"That's not the only thing i did, He asked me out" She drops her head in shame, "and i said yes"
With that she runs off as i let myself drown in my tears. I felt my heart break all over again. First my parents now my first love...
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Ryder Williams and Mackenzie Waters, your average childhood friends. After hitting their hormonal stage they form a No Strings Attached relationship that turns into a bet of whoever catches feelings first loses. Yet their hormones get the best of them when they both break away.
This story isn't like the others with some happily ever after ending
In this one
someone ends up with a broken heart. And the other just lives with doubt