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Transgender teen Jacob McCormick changes the lives of his group of outcast friends in the summer of 1993. Still grief stricken by the death of his older brother, Jacob experiences a real sense of life while battling to escape the lack of respect his family shows towards his gender. As his relationships with his friends grow stronger throughout the summer, times take a turn for the worst and nothing will be the same again.
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-"The summer of my Junior year held a significant purpose to every single member in our gang of misfits, for everyone's life would be changed forever. A bond between us grew deeper than just a good time with friends, it grew skin deep, blood deep. And as subsequent years after went by, none could light a cigarette or look up at the stars without being poked in the side with the memory of those reckless teenage nights. We were defiant, we were broken, and we were untouchable."

**MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING : eating disorders as well as mental, suicide and self harm**

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Outcasts by TheGhostOfThePast

Lucinda is a girl with a heart of gold but more baggage than she can carry. Nathan is reclusive guy who has seen too much for his years. Alex is a hot-blooded brawler with something hidden beneath the surface. Alice is sweet, overly happy sugar addict, with a secret. And Lucky just doesn't seem to have what it takes to impress the ladies. In highschool, everyone's got a story to tell. Even more so when you're an outcast, cursed to live a life considered less by the general population. Some secrets are worse than others. Some things are better left unsaid. And sometimes choices are made that really are irreversible.

Escape || an LGBT+ story (DISCONTINUED) by XiaoNathan

!!!DISCONTINUED!!! Jay is a soon-to-be-18-year-old nontransitioned and closeted transgender boy, who can't wait until the day he can escape his strict christian environment to transition. But his life is thrown into an arcade when it gets intertwined with his long-time crush Joshua's friend group during the summer break. Joshua's friend Jake shows interest in him from the start, thinking Jay is a girl, and Jay is too scared to come out since that would mean Joshua would find out too. But life has a lot of twists for them all. Meanwhile, Jake, who has tried to escape his traumatic past in alcohol and one night stands, has decided that he wants to give Jay his all in and get rid of his bad habits for "her". But he soon realizes that he's not the only one after her and wants to make her his' once and for all - in a completely wrong way. ________________________________________ Triggering topics such as rape, sexism, dysphoria, homo- and transphobia, self-harm and suicide. I'm writing from my own experience from time to time, as a non-transitioned and closeted 16-year-old transgender boy from a strict church. It's kind of a rollercoaster. At least for me it is.

The One I'm Not (Twenty One Pilots) by createdoubt

It's like breathing in as much air as you possibly can, and not wanting to exhale it all. Holding it in, how can a heavy soul be in that much control over itself? Tyler Joseph thought about that a lot, especially in his writing. How can he be in control of a soul so dirty? So broken. So heartless. All he wanted was to be known but by who? Joshua Dun thought the same in a sense. He found safety in something he didn't have in his loving household: his drums. He'd go to the local record store, check out the music, and play their drums until he was kicked out. Only to be left alone with no outlet for the rest of his day. He wanted to be known too, but by who? *Possible heavy stuff: Read with care* Stay Alive |-/ (Cover is done by the wonderful @domismymuse! ^-^)

Tranquil Falls by HarmonysLoveHP

Gatlin Arlington has been keeping a dark secret about his best friend Taylor. It weighs heavy on him, even after Taylor took his own life. The Arlington family took Taylor in after his parents were killed in a boating accident, but as Taylor settled into the Arlington family and began to face his grief, he began to find outlets to relieve that grief. Now, Gatlin is left behind and has to learn to live with the trauma he has survived while carrying the secret no one alive knows. And as people keep pressuring Gatlin to get back on the straight and narrow, he begins to feel like his world is spiraling out of control. Plagued by suicidal thoughts and depression, Gatlin has to fight if he wants to live. But sometimes...the darkness is too thick to cut through. **Trigger warning: alcohol, drugs, sex, suicide, abuse, and rape.

Let's Recelebrate (a Joshler story) (Celebrate ALTERNATE version) by InthenameofJoshDun

Joshua Dun struggled with mental health. When his new friend Jenna introduced him to a certain artist that wrote songs about depression and suicidal thoughts, Josh knew he'd found the most important music he'd ever find. Tyler Joseph was an up-and-coming artist that played medium sized hometown shows, but only small shows outside of his home state, 'cause he hadn't gotten signed yet. As Josh becomes a bigger and more devoted fan over the years, Tyler becomes a bigger, more popular, more successful artist. While Josh loved Tyler's success, he secretly wished Tyler didn't become more and more distant from fans, and much harder to reach. Josh thought it was impossible to meet Tyler again, until one day, he takes a wrong turn and finds Tyler crying outside his tour bus. ~~THIS book is COMPLETE. Book 2 (of the same title, Let's Recelebrate) is a DIRECT continuation. It is out now and actively being updated!! ~~ (re)Writing an alternate version of my (probably) most popular book Celebrate, because I always wished I had written the beginning differently. This is how I wished I had written this story in the first place. Some rankings: 1 #21p - 2023 1 #joshuadun - 2023 1 #21pilots - 2023 2 #tøp - 2023 3 #twentyonepilots 2023 2 #tysh - 2023 1 #twentyonepilots - 2022 2 #21pilots - 2022 2 #21p - 2022 5 #tøp - 2022 9 #tysh - 2022 Started on June 22, 2022

Moonbound Protection (BXB) by TysonIsGay

I started writing this when I was 14, I'm now an adult. I tried to revise it, but... ehh. Decided to say "fuck it" and post it anyways. Have fun. Even I can't stand to read it, but other 14 yr olds that read what I used to read will probably like it. "You know I'll protect, love, and cherish you. No one can hurt you anymore, you're safe with me." He holds my bruised shoulders and body in his arms. Sparks flow through me when he pressed his lips to mine, and I sink in wanting more. For once, I trust every word from someone's mouth. I feel safe, I'm safe, finally safe. --------------------------- Zane Williams, a 21-year-old alpha, who had just found his mate. There's one problem. The boy was a 17-year-old human... who was also hiding something in his personal life. Zane knew his mate was in danger and needed to do something, but how could he without causing more problems? Seth Grey is a 17-year-old human boy, who's been abused for the past 5 years by his father. The boy has transferred schools, where he meets a strange man on his first day. He quickly grows attached to the man, without knowing why. And it all started with a simple question.................... "You need a light?" Dont worry, it's not a M-Preg

My Wildest Dreams by fhsgctcusbf

Josh and Katie have been best friends since he first moved nextdoor midway through freshman year. They were attached to the hip and acted like they've known each other for years. Josh Parker was the all American boy who all the girls wanted, including Katie. As Katie and Josh's friendship blossomed she quickly formed a crush on Josh, but as the years progressed, her crush turned into love. Five years after leaving Miami brokenhearted after finding out about Josh's engagement to his childhood sweetheart. Katie unexpectedly reunites with her former best friend, and Josh quickly realizes that his feelings for her are not just platonic anymore. * As I'm walking out of work I get a call from my brother to pick my niece up from school. For the past 4 years that little girl has had me wrapped around her finger and I wouldn't have it any other way. Unfortunately I got stuck in traffic on the way over so I'm late for pick up. Once I get to Melanie's classroom I fill out the sign out sheet that's on the wall and make my way into the classroom. I faintly hear Melanie laughing so I know she's not upset from me being late. "Hey I'm so sorry. I got stuck in traff..." I said stopping mid sentence, stunned at the woman in front of me. Standing in front of me is someone I considered one of the most important people to me back in highschool. As soon as I looked into those Caribbean blue that I used to know so well, I knew it was her. It takes her a few seconds to realize who I am. She stands there stunned. We continue to stare at each other until she breaks the silence. "Josh?" She asks not believing it's actually me. "Hey Katie girl." Mature content Sexual scenes Inappropriate language (Book #1 of the Dreams series)

My Life As a Teenage Zombie by SammaelAvery

Hello, dear reader. My name is Jonah, and I've never been someone who's lived an exciting life. The most out-there thing I've ever done? Trying a red devil burger. Hey, it really was as hot as it sounded. Well, my life sort of hit a snag one day. I got talked into going out, went to a park late at night, and BAM - somebody killed me. It didn't stick, though, or you wouldn't be reading this. Some weird homeless-looking guy woke me up from it, claiming to be a necromancer. In exchange for him doing that for me, he makes me give him a place to stay. Now that I've got a new lease on life, I'm not about to let it slip away again. My first death would've left me with so many regrets had it been permanent, and I don't plan on letting my permanent one do that to me. Of course, things are hard at home and school. Being gay in a conservative area will do that to a guy. Finding out all the quirks about my zombiism doesn't make it easier, and then there's all the other supernatural stuff going on. Oh, and I also have to avenge my murder, after all. The killer won't stop himself.

ORIGINAL:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer(BxB) by Jeanne_Wolf

"Leo pinned me against the wall with his hips; his hands gently gripping my wrists, keeping my arms above my head against the cool brick behind me. His beautiful, hazy blue eyes -that had turned straight quicksilver, again- were filled with such an intense, carnal desire I couldn't even look into them, so I looked over his shoulder. I saw a small group of kids from the group standing out by their cars who would easily be able to see what we were doing...or at least what Leo was doing to me. At that moment, my mind started wandering to all the things that I could be doing to him right now...but I stopped that train of thought, immediately, as it started heading to all the wrong places... All the dirty places... All of those places involving a very hard part of my body... I glanced back at Leo; his gaze was still as intense as it was before (unfortunately). He smirked at me and said confidently, "You can't ignore me forever, Ethan. You're eventually gonna fall for my charms..." Ethan Carter was focused on 2 things. 1. School (obviously) and 2. Getting over ex (it's proving to be, harder than he thought), but now he has to add dying to that list, and suddenly having feelings for a boy (which has happened once before, but Ethan tries to forget it). Leo Malone makes Ethan feel things he's never felt for another guy. Leo's sweet, patient, and understanding, the only problem is, he's a guy. Ethan tries to ignore the fact that his heart flutters every time he sees Leo, or that he can't ever stop thinking about him; but if having cancer has taught him one thing, it's that, "You have to live in the present, as you may not have a future."

Rising Star: Book 3 of The Orion Series by QueenStarbuck

Orion Bauwens: Pale. Black-clad. Smoker. Misanthrope. Delinquent. Foul-mouthed. Troubled teen. Musical genius? Jake never expected to befriend anyone like Orion Bauwens. Yet after their High School orientation, the pair struck up an unlikely friendship. A friendship that, unbeknownst to them, would send them down a path riddled with trials and tribulations, death, heartbreak, and eventual fame. **CONTENT WARNING** This book is intended for mature audiences ONLY. Non-gratuitous depictions of sex, drug use, and under-age drinking are found within this book. POSSIBLY TRIGGERING TOPICS INCLUDING CHILD ABUSE, ABORTION, DEPRESSION, HOMOPHOBIA (INCLUDING GAY BASHING), SUICIDE, AND SUICIDAL IDEATION ARE INCLUDED. READER DISCRETION IS HEAVILY ADVISED. **THIS CAN BE READ AS A STAND ALONE BOOK** ~IMPRESSIVE RANKINGS~ #12 out of 1.88k doubt #23 out of 3.2K stories abortion #71 out of 6.53k guitar #77 out of 10.2k unknown #69 out of 10.2k addiction #845 out of 40.2k fear #371 out of 16.5k scared #952 out of 29.2k mentalhealth #15 out of 345 lgbtchallenge ~TOP TEN~ #3 out of 274 risingstar

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Escape || an LGBT+ story (DISCONTINUED) cover

The One I'm Not (Twenty One Pilots) cover

Tranquil Falls cover

Let's Recelebrate (a Joshler story) (Celebrate ALTERNATE version) cover

Moonbound Protection (BXB) cover

My Wildest Dreams cover

My Life As a Teenage Zombie cover

ORIGINAL:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer(BxB) cover

Rising Star: Book 3 of The Orion Series cover

Outcasts

Lucinda is a girl with a heart of gold but more baggage than she can carry. Nathan is reclusive guy who has seen too much for his years. Alex is a hot-blooded brawler with something hidden beneath the surface. Alice is sweet, overly happy sugar addict, with a secret. And Lucky just doesn't seem to have what it takes to impress the ladies. In highschool, everyone's got a story to tell. Even more so when you're an outcast, cursed to live a life considered less by the general population. Some secrets are worse than others. Some things are better left unsaid. And sometimes choices are made that really are irreversible.