What If You Never Told Him?

What would you do if the boy you loved died and you never got to tell him how you felt? If you loved him and he loved you and you knew you were a perfect match. Imagine if you never told him how you felt and he never told you. If you kept saying to yourself 'just wait for the perfect moment'. Imagine if that perfect moment didn't come, and the next time you casually drive down the street, there is a crash right in front of you. You jump out and you see him. Lying there with blood dripping everywhere.

How would you feel? How would you feel if that happened to you? Well, it happened to me. Now there are buzzing sounds within my head, and I don't know what to do. Everything's just a blur now. La la la la la.