addicted {spencer reid}
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"I love you and your scars."
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With a mentally ill mother, bullies chasing his tail every breathing moment, depression poisoning his sharp brain, and scars littering his body, Spencer Reid doesn't consider himself lucky.
On the other side of the country, neither does another young woman who shares the same trauma: Courtney Stevens.
By fate, Reid moves to the small city of Quantico, Viriginia, where his identical match lives. Spencer and Courtney lay eyes on each other, linking a mysterious bond between each other.
As Spencer and Courtney discover the bonds and struggles that really link them together and make them a match, their story continues to unravel. Their link becomes even stronger. Reid and Courtney are slowly saving each other. What consists of a true hero? Can love really heal the emotional pain that haunts you, or will it break you even more?
THIS STORY DEALS WITH SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, AND SELF HATRID. TRIGGER WARNINGS. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
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