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Fighting out Feelings

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Everyone I knew turned on me in a snap of a figure; people who were my friends are now my bullies. They found out a secret and they turn on me like a pack of hungry bears. How did they turn on me you may ask well there was this girl everyone loved but she had a secret only her family knew and that was she was lesbian. She died in a car accident, so when her funeral came they showed pictures of her see she was dating someone in secret. So when the picture of her kissing her girlfriend everyone hated her girlfriend. And her girlfriend was me, my name is Kate Lakewood and I have to move because I am getting bullied but it worth it because of my love for had died and everyone found out. I get bullied 24/7, I tried to kill myself once, and that made my parents have me and my twin brother move to my grandparents for out last 2 years of High school.All Rights Reserved

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It just... happened? (boyxboy) by leaa4500

Before I knew it my shirt was torn away from my torso and tossed on the floor, Charlie's doing the same. Our kiss intensified and I felt him groan against my lips. I swear to god, this boy is making out with me like his life depends on it! And that's when reality punched me in the gut... the words 'this boy' kept running through my head over and over again until it got through the thick fog of vodlka and whatever else was in those stupid drinks. I, Ace Loughty, was kissing a guy. A fucking guy. A fucking straight guy named Charlie Simmons who of course had to be one of the most popular dickheads in Meadow Ridge High. I am so unbelievably fucked. ----- 17 year old Ace Loughty was never one longing to be in the spotlight. In fact, he craved the exact opposite: being left alone. When Ace was 13, the tragic death of his younger sister Eleanor caused him to rapidly gain popularity and pitiful looks. He hated the attention. All of a sudden everyone wanted to be friends with the dead girls brother, they'd promise Ace he would never be alone that they would always be there for him, which he of course knew was untrue, they're all just hungry for attention. Sometime later the school moved onto other drama and gossip, things started to die down and people finally left Ace alone. He moved on with his life, convincing himself he was over Eleanor's death and as quick as the whole thing started, he returned to being lonely, weird, quiet nobody Ace. Just how he liked it. That is until 4 years later when he found himself sprawled out on a bed. With Charlie Simmons hovering over him. Charlie Simmons who was kissing Ace like he would die if he ever dared to stop. Which was all too true. Without kissing Ace, Charlie was as good as dead. *WARNING*: This story will contain themes of severe depression, suicide, abuse and somewhat graphic depiction of self harm. If any of these things may trigger you please rethink reading this story!! Started: January 21st 2020

Broken Tags, Boundless Dreams by kreativebyflaws

Ever wonder what it's like to be the "it" person at school? The one who's always at the center of attention-whether it's good or bad? The popular girl, the trendsetter. She's the one who everyone looks at, whether it's her hairstyle, her outfits, or the way she makes an entrance at every event. It's like she's always in the spotlight, making sure all eyes are on her. And then there are the popular boys-the ones who dominate on the field, charm everyone, and somehow, always seem to get away with anything. Girls swoon, teachers adore them, and they get to be the ones who set the rules. But what about the rest of us? What about me? I was the girl who lived in the shadow of their spotlight, always good at creative stuff-art, writing, anything that let me express myself. I'd count down the days to school events, not because I wanted to be the center of attention, but because I just wanted to be seen. I wanted recognition, even if it was just from one teacher or one friend, to feel like I mattered, like my voice was worth something. Was it easy? Not even close. If school taught me anything, it was that no matter how hard you try, there's always someone ready to outshine you. And if they can't? They'll find a way to tear you down, to make sure you never even get a chance to stand in their light. And when you think maybe the teachers will step in, help you out-well, sometimes they just sit on the sidelines, watching as you get pushed further into the background, as you're bullied into silence. Into someone you were never meant to be. In a place where spotlights only shine on the few, I couldn't help but wonder-was there ever room for someone like me?

I've Met You Once Before by flowerr-crowns

Even from far away, all I could see was you. "Who is who?" Derek asked, unfazed, sipping on the remainder of his protein shake from class. "Her." I didn't point to you, to avoid being too obvious, so I nodded my head in the most subtle way. "Laughing, smiling. Do you see her?" "The girl with the guy hanging off of her who's clearly her boyfriend? I think he plays on the varsity team. She's probably a cheerleader." I pretty much ignored everything he said. I didn't care. I was already too far gone and into you. "I have to have her." He must have found that incredibly hilarious because he almost choked on the remainder of his protein shake. "Good luck, kid." "What?" I took my eyes off of you for a second and gave Derek a look. "You can't picture it?" "How blinded by her are you right now?" He waved his hand in front of my face and I pushed it away as he attempted to connect the dots for me again. "I repeat: cheerleader, guy, out of your fucking league." "Hey, let's not make assumptions now. She could be into girls and not even know it. Oh my god, she just smiled at me. Did you see that? Were you looking?" I was in love with you the second you walked into my sight. "There's a lot going on in this vicinity," he laughed and I shoved him as he taunted me. "Jerk. I'm gonna talk to her."

Immortal (boy x boy) by Love2LoveYaoi

My life has always been terrible. I was always bullied at school. I don't know why, it just seemed that people didn't like my presence. The guys would beat me up and I'd get in trouble when I defended myself, for the teachers never saw what they did. The girls would trick me, making me think they liked me and laughing at me because of it. I was always in the principle's office for one reason or another, but I wasn't a bad student. I actually got really good grades. To make matters worse, my mother wanted nothing to do with me. She'd lock me in the basement, sometimes for days, with no food or warmth. My father would then sneak down and beat me before raping me. So, naturally, I wanted to die. But, for some reason, I can't die. No matter what I do, I can't stay dead. The thing I want more than anything is far out of my reach. Why can't I just die? Warning: mention of rape, suicide, and abuse. Also, this is a boy's love story.

If I Try (Lesbian Story) by Balueyes

My life in ruins, this is where I'm at currently. I was living a lie, lying to people and most importantly to myself. You can act straight all you want, you can try to convince yourself that, but no matter how hard you try. The truth is always revealed. What did I do? I stroked her face, and told her she was still beautiful, then I bent down and kissed her. One of those soft, yet deep, gut wrenching, I'll always love you, but I have to let you go, goodbye kisses. Then I rested my forehead on hers and closed my eyes. I saw the past that we had, all of the memories we had together, I took them in, I felt the feelings again, I processed them. Then I saw the dreams that we dreamed for our future, I saw all of our plans that we made, I felt them, I felt the pain of what would never be, and then I released it all. I didn't realize I was sobbing until I felt her hand graze over the tears. I opened my eyes, blinked away the tears I had left, and smiled. She returned my smile. We knew at that point that no matter what happened, we would be ok.............. This is my struggle, this is my journey. Join me for the ride, but make sure you wear your helmet.

Spotlight. by Bringinthefanfiction

Dear Spotlight, I think I'm going to kill myself. I have no idea how or when, but I'm going to do it. I can't live this lie anymore. I'm sure I sound completely insane right now, especially because my life seems completely perfect...but it's not. It's not, and something tells me you are the only person that will understand. ----- Spotlight is the anonymous blog that runs around Archer Falls High. Spotlight is the undercover of the typical school that shares advice, and somehow puts the spotlight on a completely normal teen. Makes them feel heard. Willow Cadence is a completely normal girl with one big secret. She is the infamous Spotlight that her school so desperatly wants to finally put the light on. However, Willow's secret hangs in the balance when she recieves an anonymous email to her blog. One that threatens to have a life lost in her very own school, and in a heist Willow decides something. She is going to unravel exactly who is behind that email. She is going to change their mind about their life. The only problem is that she needs to keep from getting side tracked along the way when new romances blossom. Anyone can be the anonymous poster. Anyone can be just a second away from breaking, and it's up to her to figure out who. Even if it means finally taking a step into the spotlight.

Love, Lies, and Loyalty: A Teens' Love Triangle by Written_Forevermore

Senior year = Drama Amelia, a mysterious high school girl with no time for boys, fun and parties had the spark stripped from her ever since her father's absence. Now, It's her first day of senior year after the holiday for Christmas. All the students were happy to be back at school with their friends but for Amelia it was torture. No friends only bullies just because she was the smartest 'nerd' in school. But, like every other girl in school, she has a huge crush on the hottest guy in school. Mason Benjamin, son of a multi-billionaire and famous fashion designer. Amelia is asked to tutor him for after school session. He ends up showing her that life doesn't revolve around the classroom and books and restores her spark but at what cost? When they start to get close. Evil lurks as her bully who is the queen bee and Mason's Ex along with a jealous and obsessed guy plot and scheme against them. Her Senior year will be full of lies, drama and romance. HERE IS A PREVIEW: "Amelia! I believe you know there will be a project practical on teaching someone. If you would help me tutor a student for this session, you will get an A on that project. what do you think?" "Yes miss Sarah! I would love to.Thank you so much" I replied. "Ok that's good to hear, let me call the student you will be tutoring" Miss Sarah smiled "Mason Benjamin could you please come here" 'oh my God' I thought. 'I would be tutoring Mason Benjamin! the guy I have had a big crush on since Forever! This can't be happening. this will be a nightmare, I will end up embarrassing myself! why?' I thought silently I look behind and saw his muscular figure approaching the teacher's desk. For a guy in the 12th grade he was two years older than me because his parents moved a lot making him change schools more frequently. he stood beside me and looked at me with the corner of his eyes, by that time I died twice and came back to reality. what am I getting myself into?

Sinner [Completed] by callmeCRAZY8

"Sinners go to hell!" The preacher yelled and everyone in the room cheered. "They do not deserve a spot in heaven and they do not deserve to keep walking the streets! Sinning is a terrible thing! and what makes a sinner? a good person with a bad soul. Sinning.." He looks around the room. "comes in all different shapes and sizes. Cheating is a sin. Murder is a sin. Everything the bible tells you about is a sin!" It was hard sitting in this room filled with all these people. I kept my head down, avoiding everyone as they were cheering and shouting. Then I looked up and over at her. I watch her sit there, nodding at the preacher and agreeing to everything he was saying. I saw her husband sitting next to her with his arm around her shoulder, staring up at the man in front of everyone. That's when I caught her glance over at me, and in that split second.. I realized that I was a sinner.

Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian) by SanEmLexRiss14

Have you ever felt so broken that you couldn't pull yourself out of bed and continue to live your life like you used to. A simple task such as tying your shoes already seems like a huge burden on your account. Struggling with yourself because everything around you doesn't matter anymore. That's mainly because she broke my heart. Who knew love could turn a person around. Who knew love would hurt this bad. Who knew love can make you feel numb. A simple word yet it has an enormous impact in everyone's life. Everything happens for a reason, and I'm not blaming it all on her, though there are things you just wish you could take back and redo because of the feeling it gave you. And because of those traumatic event, I turned into a complete opposite of me. Well, that's until I met...her. You'd think that I've learned my lesson but she's different. I'm that cold-hearted until she drop down here on earth and save my miserable, sorry ass. A girl who doesn't know how to give up. A girl who's filled with happiness in a way that if you stare at her, there's this feeling you can't explain and it just lightens your mood. A girl who's friends with everyone because of her pure and innocent soul. A girl that can certainly light up a god d*mn world with her personality. ... And a girl who made me feel again. A girl who made me fall in love again. A girl who made me forget all the things that I've been through because she made my present more than just worth living, and my future to be worth looking forward to. And she made me fall in love with her harder than anyone did. Harder than anybody could. And I wouldn't mind to fall over and over again if at the end of the line, she's there to catch me.

Road to Nowhere by Arnalana

I turn and scream into my pillow. But no matter how loud I scream no one hears me. How much I cry, no one sees me. Or how much I ask for help, no one cares. I'm never worth it and I never will be -First Epilouge "My name is Sophie...I used to be the envy of other girls but I also used to be one of the popular girls. You know some people liked you, others were jealous of you. Of course I had the odd person hate me every now and then. But never the people that were your friends.Never the ones that said they had your back. Or so I thought..."

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It just... happened? (boyxboy)

Before I knew it my shirt was torn away from my torso and tossed on the floor, Charlie's doing the same. Our kiss intensified and I felt him groan against my lips. I swear to god, this boy is making out with me like his life depends on it! And that's when reality punched me in the gut... the words 'this boy' kept running through my head over and over again until it got through the thick fog of vodlka and whatever else was in those stupid drinks. I, Ace Loughty, was kissing a guy. A fucking guy. A fucking straight guy named Charlie Simmons who of course had to be one of the most popular dickheads in Meadow Ridge High. I am so unbelievably fucked. ----- 17 year old Ace Loughty was never one longing to be in the spotlight. In fact, he craved the exact opposite: being left alone. When Ace was 13, the tragic death of his younger sister Eleanor caused him to rapidly gain popularity and pitiful looks. He hated the attention. All of a sudden everyone wanted to be friends with the dead girls brother, they'd promise Ace he would never be alone that they would always be there for him, which he of course knew was untrue, they're all just hungry for attention. Sometime later the school moved onto other drama and gossip, things started to die down and people finally left Ace alone. He moved on with his life, convincing himself he was over Eleanor's death and as quick as the whole thing started, he returned to being lonely, weird, quiet nobody Ace. Just how he liked it. That is until 4 years later when he found himself sprawled out on a bed. With Charlie Simmons hovering over him. Charlie Simmons who was kissing Ace like he would die if he ever dared to stop. Which was all too true. Without kissing Ace, Charlie was as good as dead. WARNING: This story will contain themes of severe depression, suicide, abuse and somewhat graphic depiction of self harm. If any of these things may trigger you please rethink reading this story!! Started: January 21st 2020