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Fighting out Feelings

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Parts 13
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girlxgirl teacherxstudent

Everyone I knew turned on me in a snap of a figure; people who were my friends are now my bullies. They found out a secret and they turn on me like a pack of hungry bears. How did they turn on me you may ask well there was this girl everyone loved but she had a secret only her family knew and that was she was lesbian. She died in a car accident, so when her funeral came they showed pictures of her see she was dating someone in secret. So when the picture of her kissing her girlfriend everyone hated her girlfriend. And her girlfriend was me, my name is Kate Lakewood and I have to move because I am getting bullied but it worth it because of my love for had died and everyone found out. I get bullied 24/7, I tried to kill myself once, and that made my parents have me and my twin brother move to my grandparents for out last 2 years of High school.All Rights Reserved

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Spotlight. by Bringinthefanfiction

Dear Spotlight, I think I'm going to kill myself. I have no idea how or when, but I'm going to do it. I can't live this lie anymore. I'm sure I sound completely insane right now, especially because my life seems completely perfect...but it's not. It's not, and something tells me you are the only person that will understand. ----- Spotlight is the anonymous blog that runs around Archer Falls High. Spotlight is the undercover of the typical school that shares advice, and somehow puts the spotlight on a completely normal teen. Makes them feel heard. Willow Cadence is a completely normal girl with one big secret. She is the infamous Spotlight that her school so desperatly wants to finally put the light on. However, Willow's secret hangs in the balance when she recieves an anonymous email to her blog. One that threatens to have a life lost in her very own school, and in a heist Willow decides something. She is going to unravel exactly who is behind that email. She is going to change their mind about their life. The only problem is that she needs to keep from getting side tracked along the way when new romances blossom. Anyone can be the anonymous poster. Anyone can be just a second away from breaking, and it's up to her to figure out who. Even if it means finally taking a step into the spotlight.

Broken Tags, Boundless Dreams by kreativebyflaws

Ever wonder what it's like to be the "it" person at school? The one who's always at the center of attention-whether it's good or bad? The popular girl, the trendsetter. She's the one who everyone looks at, whether it's her hairstyle, her outfits, or the way she makes an entrance at every event. It's like she's always in the spotlight, making sure all eyes are on her. And then there are the popular boys-the ones who dominate on the field, charm everyone, and somehow, always seem to get away with anything. Girls swoon, teachers adore them, and they get to be the ones who set the rules. But what about the rest of us? What about me? I was the girl who lived in the shadow of their spotlight, always good at creative stuff-art, writing, anything that let me express myself. I'd count down the days to school events, not because I wanted to be the center of attention, but because I just wanted to be seen. I wanted recognition, even if it was just from one teacher or one friend, to feel like I mattered, like my voice was worth something. Was it easy? Not even close. If school taught me anything, it was that no matter how hard you try, there's always someone ready to outshine you. And if they can't? They'll find a way to tear you down, to make sure you never even get a chance to stand in their light. And when you think maybe the teachers will step in, help you out-well, sometimes they just sit on the sidelines, watching as you get pushed further into the background, as you're bullied into silence. Into someone you were never meant to be. In a place where spotlights only shine on the few, I couldn't help but wonder-was there ever room for someone like me?

No Love Allowed by Whatnita

"So you're basically saying that I'm not allowed to love?" "No, you are allowed to love, just not him." My father told me. I got up out my seat and started walking to my room; I was getting tired of this. "What's the difference in someone else?" I argued back. Before I could blink, he punched me square in the jaw. I felt the pain first, then the metallic taste of blood. "Don't you ever talk back to me, Charles." And with that, he left the living room, leaving me there to tend to my own injuries. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Charles McGrow is madly in love with the cliché school jock, Derek Matterwood and is forbidden to. His father -unaware of his Charles' attraction to the same gender- is a huge homophobic person and doesn't approve of such behavior , his mother isn't as bad but rocks the same boat. How is Charles going to keep his secret when all of a sudden, Derek appears in almost half of his classes 11th grade year? And on top of that, he can't let his parents know because he knows how religious they are... How is he going to react to Derek's huge secret? ... Let's see the choices he makes...

Tired of Lies by MissYanxiet

*(COMPLETED) "The worst thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth the truth." He bit his lip. "I wanted to te-" His eyes began to water and as a single tear fell he looked at me and said "but what if you've been lying for so long you don't know how to tell the truth?" "I have and so will you." He shook his head, shut his eyes, and leaned his forehead against the glass. "And here I was thinking you would admit that you don't tell the truth either." I gripped the telephone as my knuckles turned white. "What do you mean?" "Come on Zoey I've seen you sneaking around acting like you're busy. You're hiding something and you won't tell me." All Zoey Campbell ever wanted to do was keep her head down and get through high school. Too bad it isn't that easy. Zoey is tired of everything and everyone. She is tired of being pushed around and tired of watching in the shadows. She is tired of pretending to like that girl that doesn't even know her name. Tired of pretending that she is ok when she isn't. She is constantly hoping for a better way out thinking she should just disappear. All she wants to do is scream but no matter how loud she screams no one can hear her. Don't worry things just get worse. Everyone thinks she's a "sick" girl and just another suicide case waiting to happen. I mean what kind of girl sits by herself everyday right? Zoey is running out of time and she thinks no one has tried to help her until her "special" speech in class. No one really cares about what she really thinks anyway. It just that feeling of pity. Everyone thinks she really is sick but she knows she's not. But what if she is? Maybe all it takes is that one thing to make her snap. As her life gets thrown into chaos and deep dark secrets she can't help but try to figure out the truth. Will she find a way to let her new friends save her or will she just end up as another suicide case? *Disclaimer wrote this in 2017 when I was 14.

Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian) by SanEmLexRiss14

Have you ever felt so broken that you couldn't pull yourself out of bed and continue to live your life like you used to. A simple task such as tying your shoes already seems like a huge burden on your account. Struggling with yourself because everything around you doesn't matter anymore. That's mainly because she broke my heart. Who knew love could turn a person around. Who knew love would hurt this bad. Who knew love can make you feel numb. A simple word yet it has an enormous impact in everyone's life. Everything happens for a reason, and I'm not blaming it all on her, though there are things you just wish you could take back and redo because of the feeling it gave you. And because of those traumatic event, I turned into a complete opposite of me. Well, that's until I met...her. You'd think that I've learned my lesson but she's different. I'm that cold-hearted until she drop down here on earth and save my miserable, sorry ass. A girl who doesn't know how to give up. A girl who's filled with happiness in a way that if you stare at her, there's this feeling you can't explain and it just lightens your mood. A girl who's friends with everyone because of her pure and innocent soul. A girl that can certainly light up a god d*mn world with her personality. ... And a girl who made me feel again. A girl who made me fall in love again. A girl who made me forget all the things that I've been through because she made my present more than just worth living, and my future to be worth looking forward to. And she made me fall in love with her harder than anyone did. Harder than anybody could. And I wouldn't mind to fall over and over again if at the end of the line, she's there to catch me.

It just... happened? (boyxboy) by leaa4500

Before I knew it my shirt was torn away from my torso and tossed on the floor, Charlie's doing the same. Our kiss intensified and I felt him groan against my lips. I swear to god, this boy is making out with me like his life depends on it! And that's when reality punched me in the gut... the words 'this boy' kept running through my head over and over again until it got through the thick fog of vodlka and whatever else was in those stupid drinks. I, Ace Loughty, was kissing a guy. A fucking guy. A fucking straight guy named Charlie Simmons who of course had to be one of the most popular dickheads in Meadow Ridge High. I am so unbelievably fucked. ----- 17 year old Ace Loughty was never one longing to be in the spotlight. In fact, he craved the exact opposite: being left alone. When Ace was 13, the tragic death of his younger sister Eleanor caused him to rapidly gain popularity and pitiful looks. He hated the attention. All of a sudden everyone wanted to be friends with the dead girls brother, they'd promise Ace he would never be alone that they would always be there for him, which he of course knew was untrue, they're all just hungry for attention. Sometime later the school moved onto other drama and gossip, things started to die down and people finally left Ace alone. He moved on with his life, convincing himself he was over Eleanor's death and as quick as the whole thing started, he returned to being lonely, weird, quiet nobody Ace. Just how he liked it. That is until 4 years later when he found himself sprawled out on a bed. With Charlie Simmons hovering over him. Charlie Simmons who was kissing Ace like he would die if he ever dared to stop. Which was all too true. Without kissing Ace, Charlie was as good as dead. *WARNING*: This story will contain themes of severe depression, suicide, abuse and somewhat graphic depiction of self harm. If any of these things may trigger you please rethink reading this story!! Started: January 21st 2020

His Sweet Lies by moonprince87

Her brows furrowed. "You look like you have something specific you wanna ask me." The tips of Liam's ears turned red at Emma's very accurate observation. "I, uh... I usually just bullshit my way through projects, so I have no idea what the hell I'm doing." The corners of Emma's lips formed a small smile. Liam arched his brow. "What are you smiling at?" Her smile widened. "Nothing." Ever since Emma started going to Silver Creek High, she's been bullied over her discolored eyes. It all started when a boy brought attention to her in biology class one day, laughing at her and calling her a "freak" while the rest of the class laughed along with him. She never looked at him or saw his face; she just ran out of the room crying. She was now an outcast labeled as a freak and she wanted nothing more than to just disappear. She felt she had no purpose in life. Until her sophomore year when she fell in love with Liam, the guy every girl wanted; the guy every dude wanted to be. He had stolen her heart and she now wanted nothing more than to be with him. Unfortunately, Liam seemed to want nothing to do with Emma. He seemed to be straight up avoiding her. They never interacted for 3 whole years. That is, until now in their senior year, when they get paired up for a school project. The two must put their differences aside and try to work as a team. But as they spend more time together, feelings grow deeper, and secrets start to rise to the surface. Warning: Contains mature language, sex, and topics of bullying, sexual assault/harassment, self-harm, and suicide

Sinner [Completed] by callmeCRAZY8

"Sinners go to hell!" The preacher yelled and everyone in the room cheered. "They do not deserve a spot in heaven and they do not deserve to keep walking the streets! Sinning is a terrible thing! and what makes a sinner? a good person with a bad soul. Sinning.." He looks around the room. "comes in all different shapes and sizes. Cheating is a sin. Murder is a sin. Everything the bible tells you about is a sin!" It was hard sitting in this room filled with all these people. I kept my head down, avoiding everyone as they were cheering and shouting. Then I looked up and over at her. I watch her sit there, nodding at the preacher and agreeing to everything he was saying. I saw her husband sitting next to her with his arm around her shoulder, staring up at the man in front of everyone. That's when I caught her glance over at me, and in that split second.. I realized that I was a sinner.

Only me and you by nothing_but_LJ

This story is like Romeo and Juliet. Chloe is a straight A student with a good background, while Elijah is failing student with a bad background. The both of them knows the other exist but never met, until something happens that changes the way they view people. "Get off of me!" I yelled. Elijah ran over and pushed Ash off. "Leave her alone!" Elijah yelled. "She's not yours. You left her." Ash said. Elijah pushed Ash to the wall. "Don't touch her!" Elijah yelled getting in his face. "Get the fuck out of my face! You only wanted her because she was new. Well guess what, I got it too." Ash said. Elijah grabbed Ash by the neck and choked him. I saw Ash turn purple. "Elijah get off of him. Your going to kill him." I said. Trying to get Elijah hands off of him. "I should. Wouldn't you want that?" Elijah asked looking at me. Damn, he asked me. "Elijah I want you to let go of him." I said. Elijah let him fall to the ground. Elijah walked away. "She's making you soft Baxter." I look over to who said it. Luke. Elijah ran to him and punched him. "Elijah please!" I cried. Jackson was trying to get him off of Luke. "Chloe might be making me soft but I don't care. I like when I'm around her. You are not going to fucking touch her and think I won't do anything to you." Elijah said while punching him. "Elijah! I love you! Ok?" I said. Elijah stop punching by then his knuckles was bloody and Luke's face looked like it got hit by a car. Elijah got up off of Luke and looked at me. "What? After all I have done to you?" He asked. He walk towards me. Everyone was looking. "You can add Ash and Luke again to your list of saving me from." I laughed. "Well fuck. By the time I marry you that list will be long." He laughed. "Do I drive you crazy?" I asked. He got closer to me. "Yeah but everyone drives me crazy." "Well don't I drive you a little more crazy?" "Shut up and kiss me." Elijah said. He kissed me more intense then he did before. Everyone was cheering for us.

I've Met You Once Before by flowerr-crowns

Even from far away, all I could see was you. "Who is who?" Derek asked, unfazed, sipping on the remainder of his protein shake from class. "Her." I didn't point to you, to avoid being too obvious, so I nodded my head in the most subtle way. "Laughing, smiling. Do you see her?" "The girl with the guy hanging off of her who's clearly her boyfriend? I think he plays on the varsity team. She's probably a cheerleader." I pretty much ignored everything he said. I didn't care. I was already too far gone and into you. "I have to have her." He must have found that incredibly hilarious because he almost choked on the remainder of his protein shake. "Good luck, kid." "What?" I took my eyes off of you for a second and gave Derek a look. "You can't picture it?" "How blinded by her are you right now?" He waved his hand in front of my face and I pushed it away as he attempted to connect the dots for me again. "I repeat: cheerleader, guy, out of your fucking league." "Hey, let's not make assumptions now. She could be into girls and not even know it. Oh my god, she just smiled at me. Did you see that? Were you looking?" I was in love with you the second you walked into my sight. "There's a lot going on in this vicinity," he laughed and I shoved him as he taunted me. "Jerk. I'm gonna talk to her."

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Spotlight. cover

Broken Tags, Boundless Dreams cover

No Love Allowed cover

Tired of Lies cover

Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian) cover

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His Sweet Lies cover

Sinner [Completed] cover

Only me and you cover

I've Met You Once Before cover

Spotlight.

Dear Spotlight, I think I'm going to kill myself. I have no idea how or when, but I'm going to do it. I can't live this lie anymore. I'm sure I sound completely insane right now, especially because my life seems completely perfect...but it's not. It's not, and something tells me you are the only person that will understand. ----- Spotlight is the anonymous blog that runs around Archer Falls High. Spotlight is the undercover of the typical school that shares advice, and somehow puts the spotlight on a completely normal teen. Makes them feel heard. Willow Cadence is a completely normal girl with one big secret. She is the infamous Spotlight that her school so desperatly wants to finally put the light on. However, Willow's secret hangs in the balance when she recieves an anonymous email to her blog. One that threatens to have a life lost in her very own school, and in a heist Willow decides something. She is going to unravel exactly who is behind that email. She is going to change their mind about their life. The only problem is that she needs to keep from getting side tracked along the way when new romances blossom. Anyone can be the anonymous poster. Anyone can be just a second away from breaking, and it's up to her to figure out who. Even if it means finally taking a step into the spotlight.