Dieses Eine Mädchen
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Arzaylea ist ein 16 Jähriges Mädchen das mit starken Depressionen selbstverletzendem verhalten und Alpträumen zu kämpfen hat. dazu kommt noch dass sich ihre eltern als sie klein war getrennt haben und freunde hat sie auch keine begleite Arzaylea auf ihrem harten weg sich selbst zu finden und sich vielleicht bald schon Besser zu fühlen wer weiß
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