Clusters of Her

This is a secret, okay?
You and me?

I'm the one in charge.
I'm the one who's supposed to pull the puppet strings.
Not her.
How did she took charge?
She was supposed to be imaginary.
I didn't ask for an imaginary friend to enter my mind.
Yes, I do invite her to my tea parties sometimes
but I do not invite her to my mind.
I locked that door.
but she manages to welcome herself in.
And I hate it when she takes over.

No one is supposed to know about this.
Oh no,
Am I making another imaginary friend.
I need to stop now before I become a whole different person
but here's the thing.
Her name is Lucy and I'm Audrey.
I'm Audrey, always remember that.
Audrey Hofer.
That's me.
That's my name.