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fulltyphoonavenue

anxiety death depression family fiction friends friendship god highschool iamnotmymentalillness love recovery religion sad teen teenfiction

"Cait, why do you spend so much time in your room," my mother asked, "why don't you hang out with your friends anymore?"

"Just tying to minimize the damage," I thought
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At sixteen, Caitlyn Ellis has decided to kill herself.  She's made up her mind. She's set the suicide date.  All that's left is to say goodbye.  But who to say it to?  To decide Caitlyn makes a guest list of all the people who would attend her funeral.  She's afraid the list is going to be sad and short, just like her life.All Rights Reserved

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[PLEASE READ REVISED VERSION INSTEAD (BLACK HOLES ALL THE WAY DOWN)] "You know, there are two reasons why people don't talk about things; either it means nothing to them or it means everything." It's a year after Connor Mathews committed suicide, leaving his best friend Danielle lost and confused. The two shared everything since they were kids, so where were the signs? Why did Connor believe the world would be better off without him? Danielle is familiar with loss, but this news hits her like a bullet. Connor and Danielle were partners in crime. But with Connor gone, Danielle is just a lonely outsider with a slight temper and a high probability to self-destruct. After a few unlikely encounters that create a few unlikely friendships, Danielle begins to wonder if maybe not all surprises are bad. But without the answers she needs to erase the ambiguity surrounding Connor's death, how will she maintain a healthy life? Is it possible to live happily even in the face of everlasting unanswerable questions?

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