Fighting Demons
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Last published Wed, Apr 20, 2016
For so long, Nyx Martins had suffered through her harsh reality in silence. She wishes she could stop, that she could be normal, but she can't. Her demon, the thing stopping her from letting people in, refuses to leave her as it watches her like a hawk...
For as long as he can remember, Evan Dixon has always been the odd one out. He hates his struggle, his demon. He wants it to stop so badly, but to no avail, even after multiple attempts. Why can't he just know Someone who understands? What's stopping him from reaching his full potential? He's always wanted to be a good person, but it gets really hard with his little dark angel sitting on his shoulder, making him doubt everything he does.
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