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Once upon a time, there were 2 separate beings trying to find themselves
but fate had a convergence of maps and recipes in hand
and in the quest of self-discovery,
they too discovered the epitome of pain, joy, heartbreak and beauty...
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"Redamancy is a lie," she whispered, her walls breaking down for a fraction of a second as a sigh left her lips, "and a beautiful one at that." she finished, her eyes trained on the steaming coffee mug before her
and I couldn't help but wonder if the vapour
was blinding her - obstructing her view - because here I sat before her,
and I swear no one could love her more.
She had fused into me like the freckles on her nose and I would stick by her side like thorns on a rose...
and then it hit me.
she was right.
Redamancy is nothing but a beautifully crafted lie,
because here I sit before her,
but it's his name that glimmers in her eyes.
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