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Hopeless (Dan Howell X Reader)

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"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!"

Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. 

"When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style.

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PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY

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[COMPLETED] "I'm sorry I left you. I just couldn't stand to see you cry." His voice spoke softly. It comforted me, but in a way, it made me angry. I felt my blood boil as I clenched my fists. "That's bullshit, Phil. You're my boyfriend. You should be there for me when I'm upset." He looked at the floor, "I'm sorry."

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The Unknown. Phan AU by AllTimePhan73

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