To my dearest brother in heaven, Jeff.

I may not know to the extent what caused his suicide.. But according to his Will I have been chosen to go on every account he owns and let the people he knew know he has moved on to the next world. He no longer feels pain so in my heart I must do this because even now I know he is looking down from his new heavenly home on me. Because he was always just so protective. These were his last poems.. He was holding them tight in his hand when we found him unconscious.. By the time we got to the ER he was pronounced dead.. Even now as I write this I cry because it could have been prevented had he called someone.. So to those going through a rough time and are thinking of suicide, please stop and think of your family or even your friends.. And call one of them.