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Auburn

AletheaChiara101

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Reads 632
Votes 85
Parts 11
Time 2h 49m

AletheaChiara101

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high-school lgbt romance self-harm teen-fiction

They say that when you are about to die all the precious moments of your life flash before your eyes, that you wish to say goodbye to all those you loved. That's what happened to me, the first time, except the only difference was I wasn't dying, not even in the slightest. I was very much alive and could feel everything he was doing to me.
For Auburn, self-harm and ignoring her parents are just another normal day. After all, her life did fall apart once she turned 11 and was raped by her older brother's best friend, Chad. As Auburn starts her sophomore year at a new high school she struggles to evade her suicidal thoughts and ends up befriending a charming jerk named Jack who introduces her to new friends and drugs. But is Jack a friend or foe? As their  friendship develops, Auburn is confronted by her past and finds herself turning to other people for comfort such as her wacky peer, Charlie. But is Charlie someone safe to turn to? And why does she simultaneously hate her, but feel the need to receive her approval? Can Auburn relinquish her demons or will she become a suicidal tragedy? "Auburn" is the story of an angsty adolescent victim overcoming her past.
WARNING: Contains girl on girl, sexual assault, rape, drugs, violent, and profane content.
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WERE TOO YOUNG <3 by mlayk7

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Lonely Lost & Found by januarygloom__

DISCLAIMER: In almost ALL chapters- Self Harm, suicidal thoughts, mental illness, smut...If any of this bothers you, be careful reading it please. Alex, a lonely 17 year old with a heart problem and a lot of anxiety is hated by nearly everyone in his school. It was stupid, he knew that, but his anxiety and depression told him otherwise. Told him that he deserved to be hated, truly. He still longed for a friend though. He'd heard a rumor about some stupid party that any other time, he wouldn't be interested in. However, for the sake of at least attempting to find a friend, he went, and he didn't regret going when a nice black and blonde haired boy struck up a conversation, and life was a crazy roller coaster ever since with the future completely unknown. A/N; I don't own Jack or Alex or All Time Low or anyone affiliated, I just like to write stories and use their faces and bits of their personalities in these writings. This is entirely fictional and my own writing. I also don't know exactly where I'm taking this story, but I'll be thinking of new ideas as they come to me and writing them out. PLEASE send me suggestions and feedback!

Worth It by Rand0mpers0ns

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Remember This✔ by autumnskiess

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