The Story Of A Gemini
- OKUNANLAR 3
- Oylar 0
- Bölümler 1
Life is sunny
Life is sweet
That's what they say
That's what they repeat
Who am I kidding
I can't compete
I'm not half as cool as the people I meet.
I'm a mess
I confess
I'm nothing like you expect.
Not so pretty
Not so shiny
Like the barrier behind me.
Why should I live when I could just die.
Anyway all that I am is a lie.
A big disappointment.
Useless careless.
So I don't go where you think I do but I can't state the truth
I hurt myself physically
Mentally as well
And everyday you make it worse like my living hell.
Tell you this
You won't miss every scar on my arm
Oh that's right you think I've got no reson for self harm
Tell me I'm weak tell me I'm mad
The worst thing this world has ever had.
Call me selfish
Call me rude it all is up to you.
You'll never know the tears I've cried
Or the very thing that I hide this is my diary
This is my story
And guess what I'm a Gemini
Tüm hakları saklıdır
En büyük hikaye anlatıcılığı topluluğuna katılınKişiselleştirilmiş hikaye önerileri alın, favorilerinizi kütüphanenize kaydedin ve topluluğunuzu büyütmek için yorum yapın ve oy verin.
Ayrıca sevebilecekleriniz
You don't know me
⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Not for the faint of heart, I explore dark parts of my mind and unfurl them for your own enjoyment. All of these stories are true. You don't know me, and you're never going to. This is basically just a shitty diary of my life with very few details as to who I am, Don't want to scare you off. Feel free to read but I don't really care. I'm just a screwed up guy that everyone knows and nobody cares about really. If you can't tell I'll probably swear quite a bit in this so if you don't like that I'm sorry, but this really isn't a good read anyway it's just me complaining about the fact I still exist. Actually no, whilst I did start this to complain about my life, the stories are fluctuating, as I discover I am infact worthy of love, even I don't believe it at all times. I hope you enjoy my rantings. ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
rose in the desert
I will write my future story in bilingual. I want to force myself to be the person I like. I don't care if other people like me, I just care if they like me. After days of hesitation, I finally settled on the name, and I sat on the toilet thinking about the script God had sent me... I can't wait to read the script God sends me and I can't wait to finish it. After writing it, the English audio reading was wonderful. I burst into tears as I listened, and burst into tears as I finished writing. This is very interesting. I always touch myself again and again, always write dreams in my dreams. Whose life is not a dream? I am an affectionate and tragic person, and I love this world deeply. Love so deeply, so seriously. God often gives me so much information that my brain feels like it's going to explode and I'm going crazy. I can understand what Vincent van Gogh was doing in the wheat field. When you see everything in the world, dear, you don't care about anything anymore. You only live for your own happiness. People start to distance themselves from you and you become more and more lonely. God, I ask you again and again, why am I stuck in the desert? I want you to answer me, once is not enough, ten times is not enough, a hundred times is not enough, a thousand times is not enough, ten thousand times is not enough! 2025/1/5
Repentance ✔️
I wasn't supposed to live. I'm really not the best person out there. I made mistakes, do horrible things....... mostly to them I do think that fate is playing with me, for they want me to live again. But this time, I am repenting, for all those things I've done. This time, I'll act as fate and tied their red strings again. *Hi guys! Another rebirth story. This story is a bit cliche and a bit different too in some ways. This is all about life, second chances and finally........love*Tamamlanmış Hikaye
Who am I living for?
I know it's probably weird for a girl who has cancer to be so well like me and all, but my family and I both agreed that I should live my life as long as I can. I mean of course when I get a cold it's more than just your typical cold and all, but that doesn't stop me from living my life. Even if I have cancer I am still a normal teenager, just one that has an experation date. So I'm starting this new thing where I make a video diary of what I have done the last 4-5 months of my life and then share it with my school so then they could see why I am so weird and care free.Tamamlanmış Hikaye
HATE TO LOVE YOU ✅
" YOU ARE SO ANNOYING! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE ! WITHOUT YOU , MY LIFE WOULD BE BETTER ! " I bit my lip and tried so hard to hold back my tears , " I-I'm sorry...I-I didn't mean to be a disturbance in your li-life...I-I will distance *sniff* myself from you from today onwards..." N&J ------------------------------------------------------- " F*ck off ! I WON'T BELIEVE A SINGLE CRAP OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH ! STOPP USING ME TO SATISFY YOUR BOREDOM ! " I regretted everything ," I'm sorry...*sniff* I-I really am..." S&T ------------------------------------------------------- " Get away from me ! I REALLY HATE YOU ! " I was hurt by her words , " I'm sorry...I don't know what I did to make you hate me so much but... " M&C ------------------------------------------------------- " Am I that unlucky in love ? Why whenever I really like someone , that person like someone else ? " I was trying really hard not to show my sadness ," Can't you see me ! I'm just right beside you ! CAN'T YOU HEAR MY HEART BEATING FOR YOU ?! " I wanted to say those words but I just can't do it... M&D ------------------------------------------------------- " Will you accept me back in your life ? " * silence * " i'm sorry... " D&J Start : 2nd May 2024 End : 3rd May 2024Tamamlanmış Hikaye
Homophobic || GxG (New version)
"The fuck? Girl it's 2020 why hate?" "I know what year it is, I have my own calendar" I replied but she just gave me an eye roll. "Just...I just don't like that look of it, I don't know... I don't understand." I said, my voice barely a whisper. "Hmm..." She placed her hand on her chin and tapped her lips, "try and kiss me then?" "What?? I just said I don't like the look of two girls together, why would I kiss you?" I backed away a little. "Oh yeah- what about a hug instead?" she asked. "I don't like physical contact." "Please?" "No." "It's just one second!!" "A no is a no." She pouted and stomped her feet and I'm lying if I said she didn't looked cute. "fine. One second." I said, keeping my annoyed façade. "So... You say yes to my Hug?" I rolled my eyes, my lips failing to hide a smile. "I say yes to the hug." ----------------------------- Highest Ranking #1 in Girls (10/29/2020) #1 in gxg (7/31/2022) #1 in highschool (7/31/2022) #1 in girls (8/22/2022) #1 in slow burn (2/17/2023)Tamamlanmış Hikaye
ALIVE but DEAD || COMPLETED
I'm too good to live in this world. I'm ALIVE but DEAD inside. [Not edited] ©Kookie's🍪_honey🍯Tamamlanmış Hikaye
INTENTIONS
My whole life was a misery Still I tried hard to go through it I was a mess when I found you I found peace in you You were my everything but You chose someone else leaving me behind I was a mess but it seems like I am worse than a mess now. I wanted to make your life perfect but I couldn't I know you've gone through a lot But you never knew what I was going through I knew I wasn't perfect for you Still I tried to be by your side Taking an oath that I'll never leave you behind I wish you could ever understand me the way I understood you.
⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Not for the faint of heart, I explore dark parts of my mind and unfurl them for your own enjoyment. All of these stories are true. You don't know me, and you're never going to. This is basically just a shitty diary of my life with very few details as to who I am, Don't want to scare you off. Feel free to read but I don't really care. I'm just a screwed up guy that everyone knows and nobody cares about really. If you can't tell I'll probably swear quite a bit in this so if you don't like that I'm sorry, but this really isn't a good read anyway it's just me complaining about the fact I still exist. Actually no, whilst I did start this to complain about my life, the stories are fluctuating, as I discover I am infact worthy of love, even I don't believe it at all times. I hope you enjoy my rantings. ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
Daha fazla bilgiİçerik Rehberi