Life is sunny Life is sweet That's what they say That's what they repeat Who am I kidding I can't compete I'm not half as cool as the people I meet. I'm a mess I confess I'm nothing like you expect. Not so pretty Not so shiny Like the barrier behind me. Why should I live when I could just die. Anyway all that I am is a lie. A big disappointment. Useless careless. So I don't go where you think I do but I can't state the truth I hurt myself physically Mentally as well And everyday you make it worse like my living hell. Tell you this You won't miss every scar on my arm Oh that's right you think I've got no reson for self harm Tell me I'm weak tell me I'm mad The worst thing this world has ever had. Call me selfish Call me rude it all is up to you. You'll never know the tears I've cried Or the very thing that I hide this is my diary This is my story And guess what I'm a GeminiAll Rights Reserved
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