Blame It On Me
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Last published Sun, Jan 3, 2016
Alice has been a huge fan of Dan Howell and Phil Lester for years now. She's also been in social care for 5 years: she's now 14. When she finally meets Dan and Phil, what problems will she encounter? Will she be able to forget her dark past for a new life?
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