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Discovering Me
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Em andamento, Primeira publicação em nov 17, 2015
As a child, I was always expected to be nice and forgiving and kind. I was never allowed to be sad or angry because nobody knew how to handle a crying dee. And as the years flew by I was molded into a.... a manic. Everyone else was happy with who I was so in turn I was happy. For years I bottled up my feelings and hid them away. I made sure that they could only witness the happy and.... and perfect me.  Cause that was what I was in their eyes. Perfect. But they didnt know that deep down I was broken, shatterd and flawed. On the inside I was the complete oppisoit of what they wanted me to be. And I loved it. Even though no one would ever see that side of me, it was.... amazing to know that I was imperfect. And although everyone around me was striving to get the perfect life, image or relationship. I, I was striving for imperfection for something real , something that was not me.
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For the first ten years of my life I always imagined myself a princess. I always saw myself being an amazing, and beautiful person. Everyone saw me as a loving girl who just wanted happiness for everyone and only wanted to see people smile. Until the eleventh grade, when my crush Rayan Lopez called me ugly. I adored that boy with everything, since 7th grade, and that was the day.... I realized I wasn't a princess after all. It's amazing how quickly someone can defeat your dream with the utterance of one word. Whoever said words don't hurt, must have never experienced this. Twenty years later, I cringe whenever I hear it and am immediately brought back to that rainy afternoon when the love for myself diminished. That's why when I opened up my mail and found an invitation to my high school reunion... I nearly passed out.