but iam missing you

Nowdays everyone misses someone ,even if you are not sure you are missing someone ,subcontiously you are doing things which trigger a memory to you of that man or woman you were once sure he or she is the one ,your soulmate ,your lifetime love or whatever .
when you miss someone you try to forget you are missing them .
i know it's strange but it's the truth .
keep missing them and when you will finally see them tell them this :
whenever you are beside me your existence calms me ,whenever you hold me and hug me iam in nirvana,whenever you laugh i laugh too ,whenever you smile i smile too ,if you are sad i will say a crappy joke so you can smile cause i know you would do the same for me .i miss you so much, i love you so much, i cry so much cause i am fucking missing you ,my love.