how am i even alive?
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Brittany Maxwell is nit like your average 13 year old. believe it or not, she tried to commit suicide 7 times in her life because of these cruel people. she has only one friends, Emily bridges. and she tries her hardest to help Brittany but sometimes, she can't. she can't stop here from cutting and self harming....no one can..this story is not all made up, Brittany is.....me. I get bullied, I have tried to more suicide 7 times. but I do have more than one friend ( some of this information is true and some is false...but I do self harm.........) so Yeah. enjoy this book. tell your friends!
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Have you been so beaten down that suicide is the only way you feel that it will all end? I guess your not the only one out there who feels the same. There is this girl called Dakota and she is pretty shy. She is what you call the typical quite girl. Most people say that she is mute because of her lack of speaking but that isn't true. She does speak a lot but only in front her own family members. Dakota has her problems that keeps her from speaking up against the school bully, Kristina. She is so perfect but she ruins it by bulling Dakota. She beats all the emotions out of her whether it be physically or mentally or even both. These things continue to happen and Dakota starts to get desperate and does something that will change the course of her life. We have to give credit to the amazing @JaneRemmington for the amazing cover. Go over to her account and give her a follow. Like...now. Also this book contains talk about self harm so...yeah...if your reading on then I warned you. As Always Comment Vote And Enjoy
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