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how am i even alive?

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Brittany Maxwell is nit like your average 13 year old. believe it or not, she tried to commit suicide 7 times in her life because of these cruel people. she has only one friends, Emily bridges. and she tries her hardest to help Brittany but sometimes, she can't. she can't stop here from cutting and self harming....no one can..this story is not all made up, Brittany is.....me. I get bullied, I have tried to more suicide 7 times. but I do have more than one friend ( some of this information is true and some is false...but I do self harm.........) so Yeah. enjoy this book. tell your friends!Todos los derechos reservados

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