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If I Only Had a Heart

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Amelie Solace has never had much to live for. Her family was murdered when she was three, she has no friends at her boarding school, North Simcoe High, she gets terrible grades, and is bullied constantly. It doesn't bother her, though. She's learned to steel her heart, so she never feels pain again. Until she meets Andrew. They become best friends, but Amelie suddenly starts to feel a little bit more. So when Andrew goes missing, she's crazy with disappointment- at herself. How could she let herslf feel like that? But still, she goes looking for him. When she finds out he's being held captive by the madwoman who killed her family, it motivates her even more to find him- no way is she going to let her kill another person close to her. But will she find Andrew soon enough? Or will her heart become broken- forever, this time?All Rights Reserved

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Imperfect (Editing) by CasaCasa

2013 © Loosing her mother and the hands of her father at a young age Alex grew distant from her classmates. She became, "That Girl" She didn't trust people anymore. Which caused her to get picked on, But the burden of her mother dying keeps her from fighting back. She thought she looked pretty, But even a pretty face can get ruined by a terrible past. Shes troubled though, Her mother died by a wolf right? Then why was her father there, blood covered face? Suddenly it all makes sense. She find out some terrible secrets, Ones that have been hidden from her since she was a kid. Will she learn to adapt, Get use to it, Control the uncontrollable? Or will her life crumble underneath her like it always has. Read to find out.

The Elites by girlslikegirls2019

Hope Flynn used to love water. She never realized the power of water, or the strength of it until the accident. Now Hope knows just how dangerous water can be. Water is the reason her sister is dead, and the reason she almost died. Hope can't remember what happened the night of the tragedy, but everyone assures her she couldn't have done anything to save her sister. Juliet Price has attended Redwood High since the beginning of sophomore year, but she's never spoken to Hope, Juliet doesn't fit in with her classmates as she wasn't born rich and she didn't grow up getting everything she wanted. The only reason Juliet is at the exclusive private school is because she's living with her wealthy aunt and uncle. Juliet knows what happened to Eleanor Flynn, most of the world does. The Flynn family are very wealthy and very famous. Even though Juliet and Hope have never spoken, Juliet can tell that Hope is acting weird and she doesn't think it's entirely because Eleanor is dead. When Juliet and Hope are brought together through a class project, Juliet starts to realize that Hope won't be able to start moving on unless she finds out what happened the night her sister died, and why she can't remember it. When the two start investigating, they realize that the truth is pointing to something dark. Almost everyone attending Redwood has secrets, and they'll do what it takes to keep them private. When the truth starts to come out, Hope is left to wonder if she remembers the dreadful night and finds out she had something to do with it, will she ever forgive herself?

The life of Amanda Rae by shealeewalton

And there he was. Looking right at me with an astonishment look on his face. His lips parted slightly, his face drained away with no color. His hazel eyes just staying focussed on my baby blue eyes. My face is drained, my hands are sweaty, and my heart is beating rapidly. Is the guy that I was best friends with finally back to hurt me once again? Notice the past tense of was. Is the guy that I'm in love with back to hurt me twice? Notice present tense. I'm not ready for another broken girl. I'm stronger than before. A tear runs down my face and I'm about to turn around and leave when he finally speaks, "Long time no see Amanda Rae, Long time no see." and after that, I ran. ************************************************************** Amanda Rae, goes through a devastating childhood with her best friend Patrick Carter, helping her through the death of her older sister, Tammy, who was kidnapped by her boyfriend, and then murdered. Tammy was in love with someone else and her boyfriend found out. But who? Patrick went missing after 2 weeks Tammy was murdered. Three years later and Amanda finds herself surviving Senior year alone without her best friend, her sister, and a broken family. What happens when he comes back to Mt.Vernon High school and tries to fix the broken? Hearts will be broken, tears will be made, mystery will be solved, and love will capture the hearts of two people.

If You Love Me by slybatspidow

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

His Belleza by emily10897

Book 1 of the [His Everything] series. Amélie Levine Beaumont is the - first female - heir to the French Mafia (the second largest and most powerful mafia in the world). After her mother's unexpected death, Amélie hasn't been the same, and neither has her father. In hopes of making her parents proud, Amélie has been determined to prove her worth of becoming the next mafia leader, to her father, by becoming the world renowned assassin "La mère de la mort" [The Mother of Death]. However, when she is deemed as an unworthy disappointment by her father, who will she seek comfort and reassurance from? Who will help heal the scars that mark her heart? Romeo Angelo Basilio is the leader of the Italian Mafia (the largest and most powerful mafia there is). He is known as the most incomprehensible, cold-hearted killer, who shows no mercy nor love except to his sisters. When Romeo's mother died (when he was 13) at the hands of his father, Romeo swore that he'd never let anyone love him if love was as tragic as his parents made it seem to be. Without his mother or an acceptable father figure, Romeo had to step-up and become the leading father figure in his four younger sister's lives. But when he feels as though he is a worthless entity, who will he seek comfort and reassurance from? Who will help heal the scars that mark his heart? Will an arranged marriage be the answer to all their problems? Will they find love through this arrangement? Will they help each other heal from their past? Will contain: -Smut -Mentions death -Mentions abuse -Mentions rape Started : 11/07/2022 Finished: 25/12/2022 #1 in Assassin (08/08/22) #2 in Donna (16/10/22) #2 in Spanish (13/04/23)

The Girl and Her Breaking Heart #1 || ✔ by Wildfire_247

Alexandra Queen, she has never had a normal childhood. Her and her mother were abused by her father and his friend, John. Day in and day out. Their joy was her pain and suffering. No one knew of Alexandra's life at home. She was so good at hiding it, that even her own best friends didn't know what was going on. Alexandra eventually became a natural at hiding her pain from everyone. But one day her father stopped coming home. The abuse towards her and her mother stopped. No more drunken father or John beating and yelling at them. They were left alone. Free from them. They lived in peace for years. They were afraid of him coming back at first but when he didn't, they started their lives again. Willing themselves to push past their past. They began to rebuild themselves. But all that changed senior year. It seemed all fine at first. She made new friends and school was going great. She was ready to graduate. Then everything began to go downhill fast. Old friendships came back to haunt her. Secrets come to light and worst of all, they come back. Alexandra didn't think it could get worst then how she lived her childhood. But how very wrong she was. She then learns what it really meant to get the raw end of life. Follow as Alexandra deals with more then she thought she could handle. Alexandra might be strong willed but nothing could possibly prepare for what was to come. [Please keep in mind that this story is a very fast paced story. It does have around 40 chapters so it might not seem like it. But trust me that it is.] ||Full Disclosure|| I started the book in the end of 8th grade so it needs MAJOR editing. It also does have Sexual Chapters, as well as people of the same sex being together, murder, brutally torture talk of rape and sexual harassment. So if you do not wish to read things like that then this unfortunately isn't the book for you. ||You Have Been Warned|| First book in the Heart series. •Do Not Copy This Book In Anyway•

The Reason by awakened_dreams

[totally unedited and my first time at writing so I hope you guys bear with the flaws and read if you are going to] "I don't know why, but I tend to be a magnet that attracts all the problems around me and that's why I'm left with nothing but reasons." Bree Adams , she's the school's nerd or rather that's the mask she puts on when she's in school. She's a billionaire's daughter but she doesn't have friends or rather she doesn't want to have any. There is a reason she's doing this. No one knew the reason and the ones who know are only her family . Her eighteenth birthday turned out to be a disaster. She's bullied in school and doesn't do anything to stop it. No one usually noticed her. Until someone actually, does. Aiden Waters, the schools badass notices her. The walls she's been building begin to fall apart. All she knew is she had to wait for answers. Is this going to end on a good note or a bad one? Stay tuned to know!! (Slow editing) Highest rankings: #105 in romance. #1 in thinkfiction #4 in hiddengems #7 in writersdebut #3 in newvoices #1 in projectyou

Keep My Heart- Prologue by bookwormprincess

When you've been hurt, it's difficult to learn to love again. When you've felt pain, it's not so easy to be joyful. When your heart has been broken, it feels impossible to let someone put it back together. But then someone comes along, and they want to love you. They want to give you joy. They want to fix your broken heart. The only question is, will you allow them to keep your heart?

Fighter {Completed} by bnpreston023

The world has chewed up and spit out Eleanor Robinson again and again. It began with her parents, one taken by a tragedy, one addicted to horrific drugs, and a brother who's too boozed out to know if she's alive or dead. Alone in the world, Ellie isn't exactly sure of how life works, of how anything works, really. The only two people she has that even remotely understand are Sebastian and Scarlett, a pair of siblings that remind her so much of her own family, it's hard to be around them sometimes. When the trio finally move in together after being friends for almost three years, they end up closer than ever. But the move brings along another problem into Ellie's life. Cole Everett is a fighter. From the moment he was cast aside by his family, he's had to fight for scraps at the orphanage dinner table, fight for a spot in the light of his foster family's eyes, and fight for the love of his adoptive parents. It seemed like he never won when it came to personal battles, but in the ring... In the ring, he owned the world. Years and years of the world kicking Cole's ass has shaped him into the fighter Ellie and everyone else sees him as. But the world has also shaped Ellie, and the sweet, heavy-hearted girl paints on a façade that seems only Cole can break through. As the pair attempt to navigate a decent enough relationship to be in the same room as one another without going for the throat, the people around them float between blurred lines of friend or foe. Hearts clash, past enemies arise, and the pair's hearts hang in the balance of it all.

Gangleader's Lost by PeacefullyUnknown

He loved me, He loved me not He loved me, but not, in the way I needed him to say. "When you lose someone who use to be your everything it's like if the sun was to collapse or all the oxygen in the air was to run out. You don't think you can live without it and in fact you can't, because you become so immune to it, that there isn't life without it. I guess that's what happened when he left. " -Gangleader's lost, Jinx It had been 4 years since Jinx left the town she grew up in behind her in hopes of a more stable and normal life after she was broken in the best way possible by the Anderson's. But what if a tragedy strikes in the most unexpected way causing her to have to come back? What if the Anderson's are back, the ones who caused her disappearance in the first place? // It's been 4 years since Ace Anderson took his gang and left as far away as they all possibly could, all to protect his younger brother. But what if faith takes its course and gives him another chance to say all the things he couldn't all those years ago, but would Jinx actually believe him or would it just be a Gangleader's Lost? *Book 2 but can be read as a stand alone.* Heads will bump and hearts will collide and who's to say they'll all make it out alive.

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The Girl and Her Breaking Heart #1 || ✔ cover

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Keep My Heart- Prologue cover

Fighter {Completed} cover

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Imperfect (Editing)

2013 © Loosing her mother and the hands of her father at a young age Alex grew distant from her classmates. She became, "That Girl" She didn't trust people anymore. Which caused her to get picked on, But the burden of her mother dying keeps her from fighting back. She thought she looked pretty, But even a pretty face can get ruined by a terrible past. Shes troubled though, Her mother died by a wolf right? Then why was her father there, blood covered face? Suddenly it all makes sense. She find out some terrible secrets, Ones that have been hidden from her since she was a kid. Will she learn to adapt, Get use to it, Control the uncontrollable? Or will her life crumble underneath her like it always has. Read to find out.