You say you a gangsta... [A Mindless Behavior Story]

and jay…
Jay, he is my other half since we are twins. we got into a big fuckin argument when I found out he was selling drugs at school and that lead him to start hanging out with the wrong crowd, God I hatted him for that but as a big brother he would bring some money into the house as we were kids and my mom would never know where it came from, we would always say that the old lady from the corner store up the street told us to give it to her to help out with the bills witch she believed but when jay joined the gang he started selling even more shit and it was when he got caught one day at school when they brought the guard dogs in and his locker was searched… he got arrested and I was standing in the hallway staring at him along with everybody else while receiving stares myself Jay surprised my mother and father they never thought Jay was the type who would sell but the week later jay went to court and was sentenced to 4 months in the juvenile conviction center since he was a sophomore so he did those 4 months and as soon as he was out he got all of his stuff and was out of the house the next morning

FLASH BACK
5 years ago
I woke up that morning for school and saw a letter on the counter and I opened it up to read it and it was from Jay

Dear mom,
Your son has disappointed you and I know the life that I'm living is not right to be around you and the family so I'm gone to miami, I left about $500 in the front room inside the back of the radio where you put the batteries at, and if your thinking about where I got the money from well your thinking right, I'm sorry for putting shame on you, dad, juju and the kids. I Love all of you a lot and your my mother and I will never stop loving you♥…
Love, your first child
Jacob Anthony Perez

But now five years have passed and now I'm 21 and still haven't seen or heard from Jay since…