I'm Not Ok
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[COMPLETED] Tara is a teenage girl who drinks, cuts, smokes, amd does drugs. Her boyfriend is a straight A student, but could he handle someone like Tara? Tara struggles with loving herself for who she is ever since a child hood trauma involving her father (who her mother divorced). Can Tara handle all of the self hate? Or will she crack under all that pressure?
Warning: if you find cutting or alcohol triggering, you might not want to read this.
Also: This is not a My Chemical Romance fanfic. Sorry. But its not.
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Y/n meets Tara Yummy in Sephora and becomes good enough friends with her to meet her friends and Y/n does music, YouTube, and Twitch streams but she also has very bad mental problems.. TW: very detailed depictions of self harm, drug abuse, smoking, drinking, depictions of bpd, depictions of anxiety, depictions of anorexia, if any of these are triggering for you please don't read and all of these are either my experiences with these mental illnesses or my friends and remember, each person has a different expeirience. (inspo creds to: @dumbfishbowl, @tRaFFicOnEeee, @pxkobxby, & @lt;333) also this is my first real story that I hopefully wont delete so pls ignore anything inaccurate, that doesn't make sense, or anything of those sorts and if there is any of those pls let me know bc I'm trying to be a better writer :]]]
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