I'm Not Ok
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[COMPLETED] Tara is a teenage girl who drinks, cuts, smokes, amd does drugs. Her boyfriend is a straight A student, but could he handle someone like Tara? Tara struggles with loving herself for who she is ever since a child hood trauma involving her father (who her mother divorced). Can Tara handle all of the self hate? Or will she crack under all that pressure?
Warning: if you find cutting or alcohol triggering, you might not want to read this.
Also: This is not a My Chemical Romance fanfic. Sorry. But its not.
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