The Unfulfilled Love

I don't know whats happening to me but somewhere between, I am your friend and I know I can't get you ever, I am falling in love with you every second every moment of my life.
I don't know whether you will ever get this or not and yet if you get whether you would be able to accept this fact that someday I loved you. You can be in my hand, but not in my life. You can be in my soul but not in my body. You can be in my mind but can never be in front my eyes all my life.
I remember the first day we met. Do you remember? Do you remember how messy I was? You were in your uniform standing with your best friend in front your college canteen. You were looking exactly like a child. So innocent, so serene. Your hair was tied in a bun and you were waiting there for me. Well, I spotted you fast from a long distance in the crowd. You were so shy to talk to me. Those memories, those times, just seems like a fairy tale now which can never come true.