Tomorrow's Another Day

I woke up yet another day wondering if today I would meet the man of my dreams. I didn't know Way wake up this way but something gave me a good feeling about today. I thought about all the guys I had dated, my abusive ex husband who now has been missing in action for 20 years, my new fiance that was definitely my soulmate until he passed away 6 years after the birth of our daughter. And anyone else. I wonder what would have been if I stayed with any of them? Would they still love me today at age 46 or was it better I was a single mom and alone. I've been thought about the crushes I had never acted on. What any of them been the one? My mom always said if it's meant to be it will happen, well so far nothings happening and I'm beginning to give up.