The day with my Boyfriend
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Sedang dalam proses, Awal publikasi Nov 20, 2015
“You see the first thing we love is a scene. For love at first sight requires the very sign of its suddenness; and of all things, it is the scene which seems to be seen best for the first time: a curtain parts and what had not yet ever been seen is devoured by the eyes: the scene consecrates the object I am going to love. The context is the constellation of elements, harmoniously arranged that encompass the experience of the amorous subject...

Love at first sight is always spoken in the past tense. The scene is perfectly adapted to this temporal phenomenon: distinct, abrupt, framed, it is already a memory (the nature of a photograph is not to represent but to memorialize)... this scene has all the magnificence of an accident: I cannot get over having had this good fortune: to meet what matches my desire.

The gesture of the amorous embrace seems to fulfill, for a time, the subject's dream of total union with the loved being: The longing for consummation with the other... In this moment, everything is suspended: time, law, prohibition: nothing is exhausted, nothing is wanted: all desires are abolished, for they seem definitively fulfilled... A moment of affirmation; for a certain time, though a finite one, a deranged interval, something has been successful: I have been fulfilled (all my desires abolished by the plenitude of their satisfaction).”
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What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'
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HATE ME NOW LOVE ME LATER Knife Marquez x Aminah de Salva "I only agreed to this marriage because I made a promise to protect and to take care of you, not to love you, Aminah. You knew that very well from the start, yet here you are begging me to love you back. You know I can't and you already knew why. I'm in love with someone else." Aminah de Salva lived a sheltered life. She used to get everything that she wanted. Everyone around her treated her like a princess. Everybody loves her because despite her social status and family background, she acts like a normal average person. She doesn't think twice to mingle with the beggars on the street and help them to have a new life. She's a very down to earth woman who loves to make friends. She wore simple dresses. Loves to cook and most specially, God fearing. But that was four years ago. Everything's changed in an instant because of an accident who took her parents' lives and her memory along with her lovable personality. She became heartless even when her memories finally went back. And for the people around her, she's a ruthless businesswoman who doesn't care about other's feeling. Because of her b*tchy attitude, her life is in danger. And the only thing that can save and protect her from the bad guys is to marry Knife Marquez, the son of his father's best friend, a cold as ice ten out of ten alpha male and as ruthless as her. But she didn't expect to fall in love with the man who loves someone else. And for Knife, she's just a responsibility that needs to be taken care of. How long will she ever endure the pain of loving her husband? And how will Knife love her back if he hates her for ruining his relationship with her long time girlfriend? Is it true that love conquers all? Is it possible that hatred will eventually turn into love? Is he worth fighting for? Will Aminah can have her happy ending or will she end up broken and separated?
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