No Excuses

Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Ria Shae Mathews. I am a normal teenage girl with a pretty normal life. Or, I was, until I decided that I needed to lose some weight.
I've been at it for almost a year, but I'm still too fat. I still have bat wings, thunder thighs, stomach rolls, and cellulite lumps. I've been cutting down on calories and losing lots of weight, but I still haven't gotten as thin as I'd hoped.
I've been cutting down more and more, but my family has started to notice that something is up. My mom is trying to take me to all of these dumb doctors. She says she is trying to help me recover from my anorexia.
The thing is, I'm not sick. I'm fat. I can't let anyone make me even bigger.

TRIGGER WARNING: This book may contain mature subjects such as anorexia, body dysmorphia, depression, and disordered behaviors. Please do not read if this will negatively affect you in any way.