made of glass

Because it's not worth it, right? He's not worth it. Not anymore. You've known each other for almost four years, and it's obvious that you're not all that good at hiding things, even to you. He knows, he has to. He has to be able to see it every time you look at him, every time you say his name, every time you linger just a little too long when you hug him. There's no way that Josh Ramsay can be so stupid that he can't see it.