Walls knocked down could be put back together, but they may never be the same. Letting someone in, giving them everything, and trusting them with your secrets can be the hardest thing to accomplish. Especially when you know things could fall apart so easily in the split of a second. When things start to crumble, you hold on. Hold on to the cracks, knowing you should let go. You can try putting your walls back up as much as you want but the more they come down, the more distorted they are when they rise again. When you lose everything, the distorted walls soon get thicker and larger. The cuts it gained, the broken hearts and open scars get covered up. I guess that's what life is about. Falling into someone's arms, hoping that everything turns out okay just to lose it all. But even when life is hard, I have to learn to trust. As days go on, I learn who to trust, who to ignore, who to befriend and who to love. Love. It's something that only comes around once in your life. More if you're lucky. Finding your love is the special part and I, Jade, have a life time to wait. A Life In London is what I have. Jade is a normal, independent girl with absolutely no complications. Zayn is a troubled young man that runs away from his problems and holds on to the past. Everything in his life has been a complete mess but when he moves and finds the fix to his problems, his life gets turned around for the better. Jade's life, on the other hand, has took a turn for the worst but will someone be there to help keep her from falling?
Final Book In the Sleepless Nights Series
"I need you."
"Harry.." I whispered as he leaned against me. I didn't want to push him off. I wanted to stay like this, pressed up against him but we were in a public area. Someone could recognize us and snap a photo.
"I need you now more than ever." He continued, moving his head closer to mine. I breathed in. Our lips were an inch apart. He slowly closed the space between us. Soft and warm. I didn't fight it and as I wrapped my arms around his neck, his went around my waist. I didn't want to let go of him, of this moment. Harry was the love of my life, I knew this. So why was everything trying to keep us apart?
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Another year has come and gone and yet, Terra and Harry are not together. Publicly that is. They're madly in love but not "together". For all intents and purposes, Terra is Harry's best friend who is rumored to already have a boyfriend who is not Harry. And since Harry is running around with Kendall Jenner, Terry shippers are slowly falling off the bandwagon.
With a third tour under their belts, the boys are in L.A finalizing the last couple of songs for their album, Four and preparing for another tour. But tensions are rising high, not just between Harry and Terra but the entire band. Fame is suffocating the boys. It feels like everything is falling apart and as the summer sun beats down on all of them, they're all left with some pretty agitated afternoons.
#1 Sleepless Nights
#2 Restless Evenings
#3 Disturbed Dawns
#4 Misguided Mornings
#5 Agitated Afternoons