Love. What does it mean? My name is Ryan and I have always questioned love. It's not that I don't believe in. Now don't get me wrong I think Love is one the greatest gifts know to man. I'm only 17 and have a mother who is never around anymore because of her job and my dad died when I was younger. I have one friend at school and her name is Rachel. I wasn't always this sad. I used to be a cheerful, fun kind of person. I'm not depressed or have any sucidical thoughts. I just wish someone would hold me and tell me they love me. Hi My name is Carson. I don't know how to love. Everyone around me including friends and family tell me they love me but all I do is push them away. I watch this girl at my school. Her name is Ryan McCarthy. I watch her everyday. Something inside of me is urging to know her,to hold her, to love her? Hey guys read along to find more about these two teenagers on there way to find love