Lilo - Explosions **SEQUEL TO TAINTED LOVE**
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Last published Tue, Apr 14, 2015
I've fallen from grace, took a blow to my face, I've loved and I've lost, I've loved and I've lost...
Louis Tomlinson wasn't crazy.
No, he just heard voices in his head that made his life hell.
He wasn't crazy.
Liam Payne wasn't depressed.
No, he just was sad a lot and the thought of food sickened him.
He wasn't depressed.
Niall Horan wasn't in love.
No, he just had strong feelings for a guy he hadn't seen in four years.
He wasn't in love.
Zayn Malik wasn't 'having trouble dealing with his anger'.
No, he just regretted a big mistake from years ago and took it out on himself and friends.
He wasn't 'having trouble dealing with his anger'.
Harry Styles wasn't a screw up.
No, he just had to deal with a patient who was mental because of him.
He wasn't a screw up.
"cause no one ready to love a problematic kid, a schizophrenic mess from the start"
~sequel to Tainted Love, if you haven't read that, I suggest you do before is one:D~ **MAY BE TRIGGERING, SELF HARM AND PURGING**
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