When something tremendously horrible happens or unfortunate series of events occurs in someone's life, they always tend to start over; rewind. They press that on\off button and just like a game, they pretend that they have a new chapter in their book; a new beginning. My name is Jamie and I don't believe in new beginnings, love or the ideological concept of 'living'. What I do believe in is survival; survival of the concept that we are insignificant specs of atoms living in the universe. Everything we do is because we don't want to fade to oblivion. So much so, that we would invent concepts to make ourselves feel better about not leaving a mark on the world. At least, that is what I believed.